I'm So SICK
of people telling me to
stop caring about what other people say about me,
As If its that simple
but it really isn't.
I'm not going to lie, I care--alot--about what particular
people will say about me because I can't help but
wonder:
What If They're Right?
What if maybe, just maybe,
they're even a little bit right about what they say about me?
Its scary to think that. It makes me feel worse.
I Only Want To Be A Better
Me
So
whose opinion can I take or trust so I can improve on
myself?
Who Can I Turn To?
The answer to that? Well I
don't know, but what I do know is that the truth always comes
out when someones mad, so its not crazy to believe what people
say. But then every time I'll try to tell someone about this
they all answer with their
Fake Superiority
that I should just not
care. But I don't want to hear
that.
I Honestly Don't.
Because I've heard it
all before. What I want somone to say to me is that
it
It
was never true
that no matter how they
try to put me down I'm wonderful anyways. Don't tell me
not to care because
I
Will.
I always will. But if I
can have that
One Person
telling me otherwise, I
may just be okay. Even if I do care what others think, at least
I'll always remember regardless of how they think of me I
know I have you. Someone who likes me for me.
And
Thats All I Ever
Wanted.
