All of my worst fears are becoming my reality and I don't know what to do to stop it. I have no motivation. The depression is taking over completely and the worst part is no one even realizes it... no one at all... How many more people can I run out of my life? How much longer can these people put up with me before I am completely on my own? How much time do I have left to play pretend? I guess I'll just sit and see with my fake smile trying to hold on to the little sanity I have left.