You think this is cool.
You think it's a "trend".
You think that what I do is just a phase that will leave in time.
You hate when people show care for me.
You think it's fun to watch me in pain.
You think that if you do it too, I won't get noticed ever. 
You're right. And that's exactly what you want.
You over exaggerate. 
You think it's okay for me to be this way.
You left me completely alone.
This is why I'm not your friend anymore.
If you were wondering...
these scars won't fade.
I will never stop crying at the scale.
This pain will never go away.
None of this will.
I didn't chose any of this.
But you think I did.