Today.
I nearly
died.
There had been an awful crash, between a motorbike and
lorry.
The lorry had crashed into the motorbike, the cyclist died.
I saw his body covered by something, next to a pool of
blood.
There were 10 police cars, 5 ambulances, and a helicopter.
The lorry had rolled onto the road, after it hit the
motorbike.
People in the cars were crying.
It was horrible.
My bus home from school, had got stuck behind some other buses
getting out of school.
If it hadn't of i'd be dead.
For many years i've been suicidal.
But, today i nearly died.
My friend was saying how it was fate, i wasn't meant to die
today.
I want all you guys to know, that when your death is out of
your control its a terrible feeling.
I will still self harm and i am still suicidal.
But, today i've realised how many people would care if i
died.
My friends were messageing my to check if i was okay, telling
me they couldn't live without me.
Even if you don't think they do.
Believe me; if nobody cares about your life.
I do.
