Here's a love story.

Before you read this, just know that it might bore you a little. I'm writing this for myself, as a memory. This year, I met someone special. It all started with a facebook chat. Yup, you read correctly. I met the person who changed my life on facebook. Don't worry though, i have a lot of friends in common with him. So it's completely safe. Anyways, it all started on May 1st, 2012, when i decided to message him on facebook. We talked about stupid, ordinary things. And then he asked me to video chat him. We video chatted and i was so nervous. I wanted him to like me. He was smoking ciggarettes on camera, and doing smoke tricks. He said my tv was really loud and he wrote on my facebook wall complaining about the noise. From that day, I realized there was something so special about him.  On May 5th, he told me he liked talking to me and that we needed to chill soon. It made me feel special that I actually meant something to him. On May 9th he started showing his personality to me. He started trying to get me mad on purpose just because he found entertainment out of it. I thought that was cute. That same day, he told me he loved me with all his heart. He said he'd prove it to me when we hung out. I asked him how and he said it was a suprise. He never did prove it. That same day he wrote  a really cute post on my facebook wall.  I forget what it said exactly, but I told him to delete it before my brother saw the post and got mad. On May 10th, he showed me his new tattoo. He got his aunt's name, I believe. On May 10th, he told me he loved me more than anything on facebook. He said I was really pretty and nice, when I asked him why. He said he was going to look good in the summer with his six pack and tattoo. I told him he always looks good, and he said I could come to the gym with him sometime if  I wanted to. Skip ahead to June 2nd. I asked him who he liked, and he said to guess. So I named a bunch of girls he knew. He said I had to tell him who I like first. So I told him I like him. And he said he's not going to tell me who he likes. I cried that night. I thought he didn't like me back. June 6th, he texted me and told me he loved me. He said i was beautiful. A few days after that, he started ignoring my texts, he stopped texting and facebook messaging me. I honestly felt horrible. One day without texting him felt like an eternity. On June 15th he apologized for not texting me. He said he's been busy and he has been working a lot. In the inside, I knew that was no excuse. There's 24 hours in the day, and you can't take five seconds to text me? But being understanding, I said it was okay. We didn't talk for a long time after that. I texted him asking if he still liked me or not. He didn't respond. I felt like punching a wall. On August 4th, we started texting again. But only for that day. He said we should hang out, so I went to hang out with him near his house. I texted him and told him I was in that certain part of town, but he never texted back. I waiting all night with my bestfriend. We walked around a lot. Towards the end of the night, my friend saw him drive by in a car. She said he saw me. He never cared to even text me back. We haven't texted since then. A couple days ago, I found out him and this girl have been dating for a few days. It made me feel horrible. He left me hanging. He made me fall for him. I visited him all the time. I will always remember summer 2012. The summer where i spent a lot of time in his neighborhood, the summer he placed me and my friend in the middle of the road and said no one would hit us, and we were safe standing there. The summer I fell in love. The summer I video chatted him on school days until 3 in the morning. The summer I thought about him all the time. The summer my heart was torn apart and broke. The summer I am forced to get over the person I love the most. I don't think I will ever forget about him. He will always be in my heart, and on my mind.
Hopefully, he will realize that he had my heart and threw me away with no explaination. Maybe one day, he will want me back.