this is
begining to turn into something real,
im finally allowing myself to fall for a girl again .
never thought id ever do that, since sarah left me years ago.
speaking of that, me sarah and rylee went to canadas wonderland
together.
we ended up kissing , holding hand's and on the way back i even
slept on her shoulder.
the thing is , she only really loves me when other people arn't
around. so i told my self , i couldnt fall.
fall for her atleast, you see i met a reaaallly nice
girl . she's a handsome lady ;)
her name is chris . short for charissa. and she's a
dall , she makes my life worth living .
i went for her because im sick of the games guys play , and i know
girl's play games to .
but she's different. she doesn't date anyone. she has
thing's though.
her friends, are my bestfriends as well , except .. they live
closer to her.
so they hangout with her more than me, they tell me she talks about
me all the time .
they tell me she want's to be with me , they tell me its real
and not to let her go.
so i wont, this time ill let myself love her, but not fall in love
with her.
because usally when i fall in love, i end up falling into a black
hole , it's lonly ,
and its hard to get back up. and enjoy life, for a while
atleast. ; i love you ; chris
pettigrew
this is begining to turn into something real, im finally allowing
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