Close your eyes for a moment, take a
deep breath and let your mind wander. Let it Wander to a familiar
place. A place where you have fallen. A
place where you could cry and tremble. You feel like you are
washed up on a beach
and absorbed into the night sky. A brutal loneliness hits you
hard on the head. You feel dark and hollow. Abandoned, unnoticed,
forgotten.
You stand in the water, shallow, in
all that mud, gathering all your
sorrows.
Beautiful strangers fly and crawl
past you, and they are all content with the strange world they
live in. You then feel the old envy, that you would give up
anything to be one of them.You
don't realize that at the back of your spine, you have wings
too, ignited, with red ribbons of flame.