I'm struggling today
It's been a rough day.
I've been struggling to keep my mind out of the dark place. I
keep going back to the place where I don't feel the need to
live. I just want to curl up in a corner and cease to exist.
It's been hard not to do just that. I want to become
invisible. I want to watch the world go by without actually being
a part of it anymore. I don't want to think this. I want to
be able to live a normal life. I don't want to be in this
mentality anymore.
If you have any questions about
cutting, etc., please feel free to ask. I am willing to answer
any questions you may have. It helps me as well as gives you
answers. I will answer any questions in a quote and comment on
your profile when that quote has been
uploaded.