Hidden Feelings
Chapter 2
Part 2
Addisons P.O.V
Back at school after all this had
come back in my mind. My eyes started to tear up.
"addison! Whats wrong?" Emilee standing right in front
of me looked curios.
"nothing" i said rushing away to the bathroom.
When i got there, thankfully no one was in there, i just stared
at myself in the mirror.
How could i have let him slip away? And now im stuck with Aaron
creeping on me.
I leave the bathroom and bump into someone knocking the books out
of their arms. I bend down to start picking up the books that
they had dropped when a familar voice says
"Addison i got it" Jesse looked at me.
i hand him some of his books and turn away to leave when he grabs
my arm and pulls me back and says
"Can things just go back to the way they were?"
As much as i wanted it to i shook my head and said "i cant,
i just cant right now, im sorry" and walk away with tears
running down my face.
I cant have a friendship with someone i have hidden feelings
for.
It would happen.
Once again i left Jesse all alone.
Jesse's P.O.V
I knew Addison had physics with me
but why was she late?
Then she came threw the door, i looked around there was only one
seat left and it was next to me.
My heart dropped. She wouldnt want to sit next to me. But to my
surprise she came in and sat right down next to me.
"hi Addison" i said very shyly as if she was one of
those hot girls that guys wouldnt even bother to talk to.
But she was. Well she was hot to me anyway.
She didn't know that though. The only other thing i said to
her after hi was "i love you" and she got up and walked
away. Talk about rejection. I was so mad at myself for even
trying that i couldnt talk to her. So i didn't for the rest
of the summer. I dont even know if she still thinks that i
like/love her. I know i do.
There was no reason for me not to love her.
She had nice hair and soothing eyes. Her smile,laugh and
everything else she has is perfect.
I dont understand why she doesn't get much guys.
Class was soon over and i was on my way to the next one when
someone came rushing out of the bathroom and knocked my books out
of my arms.
It as Addison.
I just dyed a little, her eyes were puffy like she had just been
crying and her cheeks were all pink too.
I bend over to get my books and say
"addison i got it."
She got up and handed me some of my books and started to walk
away.
I couldnt let her go without knowing if there would every be
another friendship like the one we had before happen again
between us.
I grabbed her arm and twirled her around.
"Can things just go back to the way they were?" I said
aloud.
But what i thought was completely different.
i.miss.you.
i.need.you.
i.love.you
"I cant, i just cant right now, im sorry" she walked
away.
I couldnt help but cry a little. but as soon as the tears came i
whiped the away.
another rejection from the girl i wanted to marry.
like/comment?
teaser: "sure, i'll go on a date with you" she said
with a flirty smile on her
face.