Hidden Feelings
Chapter 2.
Part 1.
Addisons P.O.V
Aaron. Great. The last thing i needed was Aaron.
The bell rang which ment class was over, and i thought about not even going to the courtyard.
I was walking threw the hall and ran into Emilee. I told her what was happening
(Not like she would no what happened over the summer)
"Emilee!" I squeeled as i ran over to her.
"Addison!" she laughed. "How was physics?"
"I got stuck sitting next to Jesse, i still can't even talk to him" I sighed, i felt so guilty
"That blows" Emilee was looking at someone
Before i turn around to see who it is i tell her about Aaron.
"So this note landed on my desk" I say as i hand her the note "Aaron Dermondy wants to meet me in
the courtyard now, Should i go?"
Emilee looks at me with a puzzled look and says "I wouldn't bother going he isn't there"
I turn to see who she was looking at, and standing next to Olivia McKernans locker making out with Olivia was Aaron.
"Thanks for the heads up" I say kind of reliefed, it was still disgusting that they we making out.
"So any new cuties around?" I ask changing topics
"Not that i know of, but I'm sorry I'm bringing him up but Jesse turned hot over the summer" She says a little dreamy eyed.
" I know" I sighed once again.
...
July 4th 2012
I was at the parade, trying to look all cute for the hot boys, but once again i was a loner.
I was walking up and down the streets looking for people i new when i saw Jesse, he was alone as well as i was. I walked over to him. He didn't notice i ws there until i said a joke about the marching band.
"That yellow looks like they should be put on a burger" I laugh a little while Jesse jumps.
He starts to laugh when he noticed it was me.
"Would you like ketchup with that?" We laughed.
We got deep into conversations when out of no where comes a question
"Would you like to come to the fireworks with me tonight?" He looked at me
I couldn't say no, his eyes looked so nice in the sun and he looked so tan and i never could say no to him.
He was my bestfriend.
"Sure what time?" I smiled
"I'll pick you up at 8:30" He smiled back.
...
It was 8:30
I put on a pair of short shorts, and a bright salmon colored tank top.
Nothing spectactular.
Or so i thought.
The knock came to my door and i opened it with a smile on my face
"Wow you look amazing" He said
i blushed
"nothing spectactular" i laughed
"the fireworks will probably be shot off around 9:15, so if you want we can go to the far for a little while and then just walk on the beach and find a nice spot?"
"okay that sounds like fun" I smiled, it did sound like fun and i would enjoy it.
We walked threw the fair and played a few games, we even went on a few rides.
"okay its 9:05 wanna go find a spot?" he said
i burried my face in the teddybear he won me and nodded
"lets go" I smiled.
i took of my flip flops as we walked threw the sand. we found this perfect spot with about 10 feet all around that was person free.
The fireworks started and all you could here was the banging and the oooh's and aaahhh's. About 20 minutes into the fireworks Jesse grabbed my hand and landed over just enough so i could hear his screaming as a whisper.
"i love you"
My eyes grew wide and i couldn't think.
Jesse is my bestfriend there's no way i could feel the same about him
It just couldnt be.
I tugged my hand away from his and stood up and ran away trying not to interveen with the views of other people.
When i got alone and to a place where i could think,
I couldn't possibly feel the same way for Jesse, sure we have a lot in common that's why we were friends.
But then it hit me.
That's the reason i felt so different around him, and that's why i couldn't possibly say no to him at all.
He was perfect. I never thought someone as perfect as him would fall for me.
I never thought i would fall for someone as perfect as him.
But.
I was in love with Jesse Sawyer.
I walked back to where we were supposed to be sitting but he was gone.
I tried to call him but no answer. I texted him but no answer.
And that's the way it was for the rest of the summer.