Dear { him } , I really thought we
had something...you hugged from behind a million times,
you even held my hand...what did that even mean to you?
What about the last day, when we were alone? Why did you
let go when Kaylin walked in? What about when we were
alone under the raft and you held me in your arms and
things were just sorta quiet? Were you even thinking of
m? Or were your thoughts somewhere else, with a different
girl....Because I'm not a toy. I'm not
backup, I'ma person, I have feelings too. I
know you've been hurt, and so have I. But that
doesn't give you any reason to "protect"
yourself. I was just another one of your games, and
I lost.
