whereishe posted a quote
July 18, 2012 11:47am UTC
Dear { him } , I really thought we had something...you hugged from behind a million times, you even held my hand...what did that even mean to you? What about the last day, when we were alone? Why did you let go when Kaylin walked in? What about when we were alone under the raft and you held me in your arms and things were just sorta quiet? Were you even thinking of m? Or were your thoughts somewhere else, with a different girl....Because I'm not a toy. I'm not backup, I'ma person, I have feelings too. I know you've been hurt, and so have I. But that doesn't give you any reason to "protect" yourself. I was just another one of your games, and I lost. : Black 2px 4px 10px; "> Format to kylaz323
whereishe posted a quote
June 28, 2012 11:34pm UTC
I like you, I like your eyes, your hair, your lips, you, any way you are as long as I'm with you. I like how you can make me laugh and smile no matter when or what's happening. I like how your arms feel around me, how I feel protected and loved and beautiful and wanted. I like how when you're with me it's all that matters, and all I'm aware of. I like how your hand lingers on mine when we hug. I like how your smile can light up the room when we're together. I like how you aren't afraid to be yourself around me. I like how I can talk to you about anything anytime and you'll actually listen and help me. I just like you. I know that it's not anything more yet. ♥ nmf, partially-true story(:
So hows it goin? actually I'm dying inside. It takes so much for me not to fall apart everytime you ignore me or go to someone else it kills me. When you were with your other friends out partying last night I was home alone crying in my room blasting music that explains my life so well, decorating my wrist and hips with more scars, and wondering what I did to make me not good enough for you or him or society. It's going good(: wbu?
So today, it was our last day of school, and next year my crush was going to w different school. Me and a buncha my friends were all hanging out, and me and him were alone in the kitchen. He came up and hugged me from behind and started talking about how mich he'd miss me. I looked back at him and he was smiling like crazy. "Why are you so happy id you're leaving?" I asked. "Because I finnaly have you" he said, and he k i s s e d me. ♥ nmf, partially-true story(:
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