For those of you who don’t have depression or those of you who think you do, or aren’t sure, I suggest you read this and if you can relate go immediately to talk to someone. Anyone. Its as if everything requires twice as much effort. It becomes ten times harder to lift, to raise your voice, to hold your head up, to keep your eyes open, to eat, to work, to study, to type, to try and keep up a conversation. It’s as If there’s no point in even being awake or alive because no matter where you go, what you do, or who you’re with you’re not going to feel happy, or pleased or excited or interested, or even angry or annoyed. It’s not you in your body, it’s some robot trying to go through all the motions of your life while you watch from far away. Your limbs feel heavy and your mouth goes slack. You know there’s no point in even fighting it, its too strong, too heavy, and requires more effort and energy then you posess. you're gone.