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CantEvenScream

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  1. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    July 24, 2013 5:09pm UTC
    ..I..I did it again. i didnt mean to, i didnt mean to..i didnt mean to. I had to. everyone has something awful going on and who am i to cry and sob and scream, making my pain everyones pain?? I have no right to do that. None. And I hate myself for needing to cry and sob loudly and uncontrollably, when I cant. I can't or she'll hear or he'll hear. I cant Be heard. I cant Let Myself be heard. So I do the only thing I can do. I cut myself, to stop the Scream. Because I wont live with myself if I Scream.

  2. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    August 20, 2012 11:15pm UTC
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  3. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    July 14, 2012 8:03pm UTC
    For those of you who don’t have depression or those of you who think you do, or aren’t sure, I suggest you read this and if you can relate go immediately to talk to someone. Anyone. Its as if everything requires twice as much effort. It becomes ten times harder to lift, to raise your voice, to hold your head up, to keep your eyes open, to eat, to work, to study, to type, to try and keep up a conversation. It’s as If there’s no point in even being awake or alive because no matter where you go, what you do, or who you’re with you’re not going to feel happy, or pleased or excited or interested, or even angry or annoyed. It’s not you in your body, it’s some robot trying to go through all the motions of your life while you watch from far away. Your limbs feel heavy and your mouth goes slack. You know there’s no point in even fighting it, its too strong, too heavy, and requires more effort and energy then you posess. you're gone.

  4. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    March 3, 2012 11:27pm UTC
    You Don't know me
    you Don't know me at all
    And trust me
    you Don't Want to.
    Because if you knew me
    If you really Knew me
    You'd Never look at me the same way Again.

  5. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    February 29, 2012 6:59pm UTC
    What would you do
    If the pressure was too high?
    The walls too close?
    The pain too much?
    The stress too strong?
    What would you do
    If you had the option?
    What would you chose
    If you could escape?
    Would you end it all?
    Would you let yourself break?
    If life was too much for you to take
    What would you Do?

  6. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 20, 2012 7:15pm UTC
    I Don't Know.
    How Much Longer.
    I can do This.

  7. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 18, 2012 7:24pm UTC
    The Hardest test of all ?Time.

  8. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 12, 2012 7:53pm UTC
    You know who you are?
    Do you, really?
    Are you the girl always smiling
    and laughing, just because?
    Are you the quiet type
    who's silently hurting?
    Or are Both?
    Do you always ask how people are
    and what their thinking?
    And do you refuse to take
    "nothing" or "I'm fine" as answers?
    Are you unintentionally avoiding your own feelings,
    by asking others about theirs?
    Do you have an amazing day
    and then go home and find yourself
    feeling extremely blue?
    Do you cry for no reason at all
    and find yourself sobbing
    "I can't do this anymore.",
    but have no clue what "this" is?
    Do you find yourself alone too often,
    even though you have many friends?
    Do you try everything you can think of
    even the insane and awful things
    that you know you shouldn't do,
    but do anyway because if it doesn't work,
    your screwed?
    Do you know who you are now?
    It's okay, neither do I.

  9. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 11, 2012 8:41pm UTC
    It's always there.
    when I'm sitting in class
    it's there.
    when I lay in bed at night
    it's there.
    when I'm laughing with my friends
    it's there.
    the marks on my wrist a constant reminder
    that it's still there.
    with Every breath I take
    the realization of it becomes clearer.
    It's still here.
    and It's not going anywhere.
    The pain's not going to go away.
    the pressure's not going to lift.
    It's going to increase
    until I cant block it out.
    not even for short periods of time.
    It will drive me insane.
    It will consume my life.
    it's already starting to.

  10. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 10, 2012 9:56pm UTC
    I cut
    when the pains come back
    when the pressure became too much
    thats how I tried to deal with it
    and now I can't stop.
    I'm too far under.
    It was Just scratches at first.
    scratches with scissors
    ends of notebook wire
    my nails.
    I broke skin for the first time yesterday.
    and Today I bled for the first time.
    I cant tell anyone.
    I'm too far under.
    This is a road I need to take alone.
    Because I cant scream now,
    I'm too far under.
    No one can help me.
    I'm too far under
    Stuck in a pit of dark blue paint
    trying to see through the tint,
    but knowing there's no point.
    I'm too far under.
    I need to do this myself
    but I know I cant
    It's a losing battle.
    If I get outside help,
    I'll just fall back under again,
    the process will repeat
    and next time
    help might not come soon enough.
    but I cant do it alone
    Cant fight the pressure or pain
    I'll suffocate eventually
    because I'm too far under.
    and I cant even scream.

  11. CantEvenScream CantEvenScream
    posted a quote
    January 9, 2012 10:40pm UTC
    Scream
    I'd try to scream if I thought you would listen.
    I'd try to scream if I thought you would care.
    I'd try to scream if I thought you could help
    I'd try to scream if I thought it would make a difference.
    I'd try to scream if I thought I could,
    but I can't.
    I'm too far down.
    I can't even scream.
    The pressure's too high.
    It's crushing my lungs and ribs.
    I can feel it, trapping me inside myself,
    slowly killing me from the inside out.
    It's dragging me down down,
    deeper and deeper,
    until I can hardly feel a thing.
    but I can't climb out
    I cant do a thing
    I can't even scream.

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