Long;but
so
cute.
please
read.
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to
me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at
her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she
didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she
walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the
day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want
her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love
her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She
asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,
so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew
Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is
sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I
didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise
that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as
"best friends". So we did. Prom night, after
everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I
stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her
crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of
me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best
time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to
tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink,
it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated
like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to
be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my
shoulder and said, "you're my best friend,
thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting
married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off
to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But
before she drove away, she came to me and said "you
came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the
cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to
be my "best friend". At the service, they read a
diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is
what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell
him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did
too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
♥ if you think
this is adorable.
5 faves · 1 comments · Jun 21, 2012 8:47pm
XxXxPerfectlyImperfectXxXx · 1 decade ago
oh my god, thats horrible! i mean, its cute and all, but sooo sad. he wanted her the whole time and thought she didnt feel that way, when in reality, she did. they couldve been together if he had just said something! id be so mad at myself...
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