My judgements clouded
Chp 47

"Alright! Time to break it up!" Eleanor said walking in and removing Niall from the room. "Let her get dressed." She said and closed the door. I changed into my bathing suit and put on one of Niall's t-shirts. I walked out of the room, "I'm ready." I said and we all walked out of the suite. We walked to the beach and i layed down next to Niall and made him put tanning oil on my back. "So are you really going to ask your mom?" He asked when he was done. I nodded and looked over at him. He was smiling so i couldn't help but smile. "Do you think she'll say yes?" He asked. "I don't know she could. I hope she does." I said. He smiled again. "I just want to know what she's going to say. I'm nervous." He said laughing. I sat up on my elbows and pecked him on the lips. "Don't worry we'll figure something out." I said laying back down, he sighed and layed down too. I yawned I was really tired and i fell asleep. "Nel." Niall was whispering in my ear. I smiled. "Hmm?" I said still half asleep. "You have to roll over or you're going to burn your back off." He said. I nodded and flopped over. He kissed my cheek and put something over my face and i went back to sleep. "Nel wake up." Niall whispered into my ear. I woke up and saw his hat was on my face and i took it off and squinted. "Ugh it's so bright." I said and put the hat back over my face. "Come in the water?" He asked and i nodded. It was really hot. We went in the water for a while and Harry and Gabby wanted to leave so we packed up. "We should go ask your Mum." Niall said as we started walking off the beach. "Sure." I said my heart starting to pump a lot faster. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. "We'll figure something out." He said. "Hey we're going to Nel's house we'll meet you back at the hotel." Niall said and the boys nodded. 
We turned down my street and i started getting even more scared. What if she said no? What would happen? Would he have to break up with me because he would never see me? I didn't want to deal with this anymore. "Nel it's okay breathe." Niall said squeezing my hand. I exhaled the breath i'd been holding in and we got to my door. I rang the bell and heard my mom shuffling through the house. I heard one lock unlock and then the next. My heart dropped into my stomach when the door opened. "Hello!" She said smiling. We walked in and sat down on the couch. I felt like i was shaking now too, and my throat had a knot in it. I didn't even know how to bring up the subject.