CHAPTER 2: ~Near the Edge~

I wouldn't dream of ever starting to do drugs. I'd get kicked off my sports teams... I'd disappoint not only friends who'd find out but also myself.

But in 3 days, it's summer. There's less of a consequence and it's easier to get away with. And recently, I've wanted to break rules to get back at the horrible relationship I have with my older sister.

She makes me feel so worthless, so panicked.

She makes my OCD worse, she really does. All order is lost when I'm around her, when she's yelling at me, taunting me: it literally makes me want to cut myself.

I need somewhere to take the pain away. All of a sudden, the wrong answer is becoming the right one.