Tonight, I cried when we went behind the curtain after graduating.
 He came and held me in his arms as I cried on  his shoulder.
I instantly felt better even though tears were still streaming down.
It was a perfect moment... and then,
My cap fell off lol
So then we laughed:)
I knew then that it should have been him all along.
Zack isn't right for me!
He's just not.
He never was.
There is no reason for me to keep moping around,
Wasting my life away...
For what?
For some stupid jerk who is never gonna care?
No, I'm not gonna do this to myself anymore, I have had enough.
I am gonna live my life.
I am gonna enjoy this summer.
He's not worth my tears or my blood.
And he's definetely NOT worth losing a great friendship.
So, as I walked out of the building, my eyes filled with tears,
I looked up and saw him standing there,
Looking towards me with those brown eyes.
I felt a pang in my heart,
But not the kind that I usually get.
It was more of a goodbye pain.
I looked deep into those captivating brown eyes for one last time.
And as I strode away, I felt a huge weight lift from my chest,
And a wave of relief and satisfaction washed over me.
That boy will always have a place in my heart, but its smaller now, and pushed to the back.
And for the first time in a long time?
I feel HAPPY!