I really really really wanna hate you,
I want to see your face and go the opposite way.
I want to flip you off when you try and make me jealous & act like it doesn't phase me.
I want to have the emotional strength to push you away and scream in your face.
I want to stop wasting my time hoping that you'll show up with your big smile and tell me you take it all back.
I want to stop loving you.
But I just can't.