have u ever loved someone so much that they r all u think about day in and day out, and when ur sad and down they r always there just to make u smile, and comfort u and u kno deep inside that u cant bare to think of being with out that person cuz it would tear u up inside and devistate u then it kills u inside cuz there is a distance between u and that special person and u jus wanna spend all ur time wit him but u cant ...well that is how i feel...