I
suppose most people see my as a happy person. My friends have no
idea about this situation,pretty much no one does. I feel like I
dont belong in my family. I have a mum, a dad, two brothers and a
dog. My mum and dad are divorced, and have been for about 6 years.
My mum started dating a man soon after the divorce and she was with
him until this year. He had been cheating on my mum, and she was so
angry at him, she kicked him out. I was glad to see him go, I have
never really liked him, no matter how many times he took us on
holiday, or spent money on trips for us, he was nothing like my
dad. I had always wanted my mum and dad to get back together, and
i’m pretty sure that my dad has always loved her in the same
way he did before the divorce. When my dad found out he had
cheated, he was more angry than my mum was. Recently, my mum has
been meeting up with her ex, and I have always asked her why. She
says it’s because she wants to, and that I never let her be
happy. She doesn’t realise that I’m dying inside
everytime I know she’s met up with him. He’s at my
house right now, and is in the garden with my mum. I’m crying
my eyes out,hiding in my room, and no one notices or cares. I seen
them before. I looked out the window to see them kissing, and my
heart was racing, and I felt suffocated. I ran into my room, and
burst out crying. My mum said they weren’t together, and they
were. Secretly. She never tells me anything, she doesn’t want
me knowing about her relationships, she doesn’t want my
opinion, and she doesn’t care how I feel about this man. All
I want is for my mum to spend time with me, give me hugs, try and
make a conversation with me. So i’ll stay here, probably all
day, crying,while she will carry on with her life. I just feel like
I need to tell someone, just not the people involved.
Thankyou.
I suppose most people see my as a happy person. My friends have
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May 26, 2012 10:28am
