I can't do this anymore;

 I want to be happy. I don't want to cut myself.
I want to stand up for myself.
I want a friend.
And tomorrow that is exactly what I'm going to do.
I'm gonna wake up with a smile on my face, and stand up to anyone who is mean to me.
I'm going to make a friend.
Most of all; I'm gonna stay away from any object that may tempt me to harm myself.