I'm the quiet girl. The one who
rarely speaks in class. My friends know me as an outgoing girl
who's almost always smiling. But I'm getting tired of being
her. Underneath that smile is an unimaginable amount of hurt. And
inside this little girl is so many emotions that no one knows
about. I put on a smile everyday before I go to school. I've
done it for so long that I sometimes fool myself. I haven't had
one friend that's stuck by my side. They all leave. I had a
bestfriend for 7 years and she left me to be 'popular'.
Then, I met another girl, we were bestfriends for maybe 2 years,
and she decided she was bored and doesn't associate with me
anymore. My trust has been broken so many times that I can't
trust anyone anymore. I've put up so many walls and I don't
think anyone can break them down. I've been hurt by 3 guys who
I have never dated. I get made fun of because I haven't had my
first kiss yet. I go home and cry because I know no one is there.
There's nobody to be there for me. Not even my family. It
honestly sucks. Boys only like to play with my heart. I'm not
one of the 'pretty girls' so they don't really want me,
they want a 'hook up'. I'm getting sick of everybody
and I don't even know why I'm here anymore. My mom wants me
to go to therapy. Haha, that's not going to help. I just want
SOMEBODY, ANYBODY to be there for me when I need them. I'm
always there to give advice, or be a shoulder to cry on. But when I
need something everyone turns their back. I just don't know
what to do anymore. Sorry. I needed to get that off my
chest.
I'm the quiet girl. The one who rarely speaks in class. My
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May 13, 2012 12:45am
simplyme17 · 1 decade ago
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hey im here for you if you ever need to talk. keep your head up <3