I would have been with him for 2 years on

the 23rd of June.

We were going through a lot of rough

times in the past six months.

I loved him; I still do. But he hurt me so

much. I tried to fix things... he was my

prince, and i wanted to marry him

someday. But he wouldn't make the effort.

I told him we should take a break;

I told him he'd have to prove to me he

loved me to get me back.

My plan backfired; after he begged me

to take him back, he called me every name

in the book and accused me of being

with another guy.



I told him we were done for good.




I told him we could be friends, but it's

really hard; now he's trying to get me back,

and he keeps asking for more chances.



I've given him so many, we've had a lot of

talks about him hurting me. I almost gave

him another one until he told me why he

had been being a jerk.



you see, i've been hurt a lot by the men in

my life, the other boys i've dated and my

father. He told me he wanted to break

up with me, but he didn't want to hurt me,

so instead, he decided to be mean to me

hoping I'd get fed up and leave.



But he changed his mind... and now he

wants me back.



Well, he got his first wish, and now

my heart is laying in pieces on the floor.


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thanks for reading. It means so much to me. I really needed to get that out I really need my Witty girls right now... I feel so alone.