So a week ago my dad had a heart attack =/, my
parents got divorced when i was 12 years old and my dad lives in
Chicago and i live in Crystal lake, well, him and i haven't
been that close since the divorce, he always expects me to do
better in school when i struggle and my mom knows that but to my
dad it's not good enough, he never asks me if i want my
boyfriend to come with when we see him yet my bro and sis get to
have their fiance's with them, im the baby of the family and
when my mom called me last week about my dads heart attack, i cried
cause im 20 and theres the possibilty that in a few years my dad
may not be here :( we're not even that close and at times i say
i don't care if he won't talk to me, cause honestly i
don't care, he never makes an effort to see us, never calls me,
forgets important events in my life, and yells at me when he knows
i struggle in college, and yet when i hear he had a slight heart
attack i cry, my mom didn't understand why i was crying, i
didn't either, i guess the reality of him not being here one
day upset me even though we aren't close =/ idk i've had
this bottled up all week and had to let it
out....
So a week ago my dad had a heart attack =/, my parents got divorced
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Apr 1, 2012 12:22am
