You all are gonna get to know somethings about me
that noone knows about.
In
1st grade I was bullied like I went to school and was literally
bullied and called all these names. I started to cut in 2nd
grade,everyone thought I was just a happy boy with a happy family.
I wasn't I was emotionally damaged and I was unstable. I was
diagnosed with being bipolar in 5th grade. I distant myself from
everyone. I was almost pushed to the edge in 6th grade. I had
suicide thoughts. I was literally going crazy I heard voices in my
head. I didn't know what to do anymore. I had a break down,in
school. Everything just came out I broke down. I wasn't eating
at all. When I turned 18 I entered myself into treatment and left
the next day. I couldn't stay there.I remember when I just kept
cutting to the point were i almost died. My mom was freaking out,I
didnt wanna wake up i wanted to die. I woke in a hospital. My mom
said i was going crazy. & i knew there was something wrong with
me just never thought anything like that would happen. I attempted
suicide. I hung myself but my mom walked in and just freaked and
got me down. I was literally screaming at her to let me f-cking
die,she always kept her eye on me. When she died it was
depressing,i went in depression mode and i went to school so
unhappy but pretended to be. My life isn't the best life i dont
know how i survived living it,but i did. & Im proud of myself.
Im proud I made it this far in life. Everyone should keep their
heads high and let the people talk.
You all are gonna get to know somethings about me that noone
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Mar 28, 2012 5:27pm
lizlinee · 1 decade ago
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That is so inspirational. I hope you keep getting stronger and you won't have to face that again. There's always hope some where