To quote my diary (I believe this was written in January): "I
am exhausted of this world, tired of searching and never finding
what I am looking for. I walk around with a warm smile on my face
while I am gazing and staring, and trying to find to my sweet,
sweet gem - my love of the life. I remember how it was when I had
just fallen in love with my first bf. It was so wonderful. But now
I could easily burst into tears just reminiscing about those
hopefully times. I am freezing of loveliness, it is so cold even
under 3 quilts in loveless bed. I was living in a dream, a
beautiful make-belief. I am still hoping for time happiness with my
Sweetheart. Even after all those foolish mistakes I have done in my
life in last few months I can still say honestly: "I regret
nothing!" I get only one chance, only one time we can choose.
I used to regret not doing something I truly wanted. Now I prefer
the opposite way and I don't care what others think! I am just
that kind of person. Messed up pretty much because of my past love
life but still... "
Kinda sad but I felt sad that evening.
To quote my diary (I believe this was written in January): "I
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