I hate it when my friends do something I'm not invited to.

I don't wanna be all jealous and stuff,
because they have a right to hang out without me.  
Sometimes though, I wish they would just flat out tell me
instead of making a whole lie about it.
As if I'm not gonna find out.  

I need a friend who isn't gonna hang out with my other friends secretly.  
I mean I don't care if they hang out, whatever.  
I just care how they didn't tell me about it and lied to keep it secret.  
I'm fed up with the lying and secrets. 


I need an internet friend....