Why do you have to make this so hard for me?
Have i not made my point clear?
Its not as if i have been through enough already ok.
I get that i have hurt alot of people.
And i am ever so sorry.
I understand i have caused many broken hearts.
I get that no one likes me. 
Its me against this f***ked up world!!!
And just in caes you are wondering,
YES, i am over it.
YES, i am done with this.
YES, i am so terribly sorry.
YES, i hate myself.
YES, i would give my life up for him to come back.

NOT THAT YOU WOULD GIVE A S**T ANYWAY!!!!!! </3