That smile you see on my face? Yea it gets faker
and faker by the day. My friends at school? They actually dont
care. A true bestfriend? Not even my "bestfriend" knows
what was going through my head about a month ago.. no one did.. but
if they knew.. i can't help but wonder.. would they have
ignored it? not cared? or done something about it..? The 100's
of numbers in my phone? I only talk to about 3 now.. That boy that
all the girls seem to think is cute? Im his backup.. and if anyone
asks about me and him? I tell them we dont talk.. My attitude?
Don't complain about my occasional bad moods I should be
in bad moods alot more than i am.. When she ran to me smiling
and said that she was dating him? I put on a fake smile and told
her i was happy for her.. truth is.. I was dying inside.. That guy
i used to tell everything too and be so close with? Hes depressed,
hates his life, and thinks about suicide daily.. and when he tried?
I was crying on the outside but screaming on the
inside... Theres so many things you dont know about someone..
Get to really know someone before you judge them.
That smile you see on my face? Yea it gets faker and faker by
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Jan 29, 2012 6:22pm
