It's funny, because people think I'm
so strong about everything when I'm not. I isolate myself
from others because I'm scared of the fall when they
finally let me down which I know they will. My confidence level
is so low it makes it hard for me to communicate sometimes, so
my shyness keeps me held in dark corners and black rooms until
someone comes and lifts me off my feet again. Only to fill me
with happiness and to throw me in the dirt like I'm worth
nothing. I hate the life I lead if I'm being honest, so
many opportunities were given to me to turn this life around.
But I didn't take them because I'm
afraid.
