You know who you are?

Do you, really?
Are you the girl always smiling
and laughing, just because?
Are you the quiet type
who's silently hurting?
Or are Both?
Do you always ask how people are
and what their thinking?
And do you refuse to take
 "nothing" or "I'm fine" as answers?
Are you unintentionally avoiding your own feelings,
by asking others about theirs?
Do you have an amazing day
and then go home and find yourself
feeling extremely blue?
Do you cry for no reason at all
and find yourself sobbing
"I can't do this anymore.",
but have no clue what "this" is?
Do you find yourself alone too often,
even though you have many friends?
Do you try everything you can think of
even the insane and awful things
that you know you shouldn't do,
but do anyway because if it doesn't work,
your screwed?
Do you know who you are now?
It's okay, neither do I.