I started
walking back home extremely upset and confused, when i sent that
last text i knew i wouldnt go do something spiteful behind his
back.
I didnt understand why he ended it maybe it was because hes a
worthless person who keeps ending up in jail..ugh! I couldnt
beleive how mad i was. When i got back i slammed the sliding
glass door and stood there.
I leaned against the glass, closed my eyes and evaluated my life,
where i was heading, who was gonna be in it. I felt like my life
was harder then everyone else. Lost my mom, hate my dad, lost my
boyfriend i had no one. That feeling of being left by youself,
you feel empty.
"Are you okay?" I heard a voice interupt me, i jumped
and hit my head on the glass.
"Ouch! Yes im fine.."I looked down and held my head. It
was conner from earlier, he went to the freezer and got me a bag
of ice. He handed it to me, i dont know why he was being so nice
to me after i was a complete brat earlier.
"You should lay on the couch and relax for a few
minutes." He grabbed my hand and i let him take me to the
couch.
"Thanks. but um why are you being so nice to me? I was like
mean to you earlier."
He looked at me puzzled.
"Well i know i bet you didnt mean to, having a bad day i
just guessed." He walked away outside and headed to the
pool. My eyes followed him. He turned as he grabbed the scoop for
the pool and looked at me, we held a glance for a couple seconds
and i turned away.
My grandma walks in and touched my shoulder.
"Are you alright dear, you look upset."
Why was she even talking to me.
I gave her the shrug. "Im fine" i turned on
my stomach so i didnt have to look at her.
"Okayy look Natalie, i hate how your acting, i get it you
dont like me for being hard on you, there was a reason for that.
After your dad got into the car accident with your mom..."
She stuttered to get the words out "a-an passed away i
knew at that second i had to bring you to reality. You were my
everything i loved when your mom and you would come visit
me." She stopped i still wasnt looking at her because it
hurt talking about my mother. She was my best friend. I could
tell her anything and her not being here to face problems like
these hurt the most. I looked up at my grandma.
"I miss her..."
"Baby girl." She started crying. "I miss her more
and more everyday. But you cant be distant from me, we can both
help each other through this. You know what you remind me of her
when she was your age. She was just as stubborn as you, you also
have her features." She took her hand off my back and
dug something in her pocket. She pulled
out a necklace and held it out.
"Your mom gave this to me right before seh passed
away."
It was a heart and behind it said love forever
always.
"Its beautiful."
"I know," She paused and looked at it and looked at me.
"I want you to have it."
She put it around my neck , i sat up and hugged her.
This was a starting of a new relationship.
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