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Jennifer is my name!:) One day i would loooovvvveeee to become a writer but for now witty will only see this:) if you follow me i will follow ya backk!
  1. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    February 18, 2012 10:12pm UTC
    Anyone like to be in my story??:))

  2. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 29, 2012 10:05am UTC
    its upsetting when you lose someone but then you come to realize why you lost them in the first place and your fine, but you have a voice in the back telling you, you miss them

  3. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 27, 2012 5:53pm UTC
    i look up to those people who are different, because if it wasnt for those people, we would ALL be the same,

  4. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 27, 2012 5:49pm UTC
    Iv'e now understood what being popular was, its not about being hot, gorgous, or every guy wanting to be with you and people being fake towards you, its having those few friends that you love and are there for you thats when your considered popular....in my book

  5. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 11:18pm UTC
    Born To Be Famous
    Chapter 1
    "Anne come on your going to be late for work!" Screamed Jill.
    I was exhausted, only 2 hours of sleep and then working 8 hours today again but then going back to work later this night. I dont know how much longer my body could take this.
    "O--okayy." I rolled onto my back. Jill opened my blinds and walked out.
    I was thankful she was letting me sleep on her pull out couch until I could afford to live on my own.
    Getting a job at 14 delivering papers to houses then working at fast food and now working two jobs being a waitress still cant pay all the bills.
    I hopped in the shower, slipped into my clothes I wore yesterday, couldnt afford or have any time to wash it, so i had to deal with it. I had to make alot of sacrifices in my life.
    While 19 year old girls got drunk every weekened, attended college, and drool over guys, i was doing none of that, my day consumed of pouring people coffee, and taking orders.
    "Anne your five minutes late!" Gus called out to me as i nearly ran into the glass door.
    "I know I know im sorry, no excuses."
    "Just because your one of my hardest workers ill let this slide." He smiled at me, there was one thing i loved about Gus, is that hes's from Greace so you could barley understand what he said most of the time, but the sweetest man you could ever meet.
    There was one thing my mom and dad taught me before they died, to always try your best in something because it'll always pay off. I follwed that moto, i put 110 percent in my work no matter what.
    I put my purse and coat in the back room and began my daily routine.
    Main Street had a little stage that anyone could go up there and sing, dance, ect, just show your talent. Everytime I worked the usuals that came in would cheer for me to go sing for them., but ofcourse i never would i have the worst stage fright.
    "Hey Anne how are you today." Peter was one of the usuals that came to the diner.
    "Great, how are you Peter?"
    "Oh you know this guy is doin better now that your here." He winked at me, and held his cup up for me to pour his coffee.
    Work flew by thank god.
    "Bye Gus see you tommorow!" I waved and went out the door.
    I got about 67 dollars in tips so i wanted to go pick up cake mix since jills birthday was tommorow.
    I walk into the grocery store and head down the isle that held the cake mix.
    I grabbed strawberry with confettii frosting.
    "Is this it for you?" A tall bulky brown headed boy asked.
    "Yup."
    I pulled out a ten expecting it to not reach past that.
    "Alright 9.22" he starred at me carefully as i handed him the money. He pushed in hte buttons gave me my change and receipt. "Im sorry but did you go to Hillside High School?"
    I grabbed my bag before i said anything, "Yeah?" Sounding confused, i didnt recongize him at all.
    "Sorry to sound like a creep but I recongize you from the hallways, your the one that dropped out right and your parents died from the fir---" Before I heard those words I interupted him.
    "Alright no, i got to go." I thought it was a little rude to be so upfront about it.
    People wonder why im so shut out all the time. I dont ever talk about my parents thats a closed subject.
    I was walking out and felt the bracelt Kit made me when i last visited her.
    I sighed and walked back to the apartment.

  6. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 9:47pm UTC
    Born To Be Famous
    Prolouge
    "Annabelle Boosey Case 411!"
    I walked in hearing my heels click against the floor. I grabbed onto my second hand me down jacket i got at the thrift store.
    I took a seat infront of the judge.
    "Stay down and dont say anything let me handle this." Whispered my lawyer.
    I nodded in agreement because i was in no need to argue, I needed to win this case for me and Kit.
    "So Annabelle, your here for Kit, your little sister correct."
    I nodded bitting my lower lip.
    "Well if im understanding you want full custidy of her? And your only 19 with no high school diploma, and temporaily staying with your friend? And working part time at Main St, and also at a Cafe shop?'' Hitting her pencil against the desk.
    This was the first time ever being in a court room, and when she put my life like that, i sounded like a low life going no where. Someone who wasnt fit to take care of her little baby sister.
    "Yes your honor." I spoke looking down.
    "Well as much as I want you to take her with you today, your life isnt fit to handle a 5 year old, im sorry she'll be in a foster home for now..case closed!" She slammed her hammer against the desk.
    I felt like someone slapped me in the face. My baby sister in the hands of a stranger? I cant let this happen.
    I walk out of the court room.
    "Im sorry Annabelle, just work hard enough and maybe you know one day you'll get her."
    I nodded sitting on the bench to say goodbye to Kit.
    "Anne--ee!" I heard Kit running towards me.
    She hugged me tightly.
    "Hi baby girl" I could feel tears falling down. Social Security was standing infront of me now. I knew it was time to let her go.
    Ofcourse she didnt understand what was happening all she knew was our parents were in a better place.
    "I gotta go now, i love you sooo much." I opened my arms.
    "How much?" She giggled. She loved playing this little playful games like this.
    Im going to miss her laugh, she can easily get you out of a bad mood.
    The girl from Social Services grabbed Kit's hands, i couldnt look at Kit as i heard her screaming my name.
    I will get her back if it takes everything i got.

  7. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 9:20pm UTC
    Well im going to start another story because i have NO readers, so hopefully this one will bring more readers if not ill keep trying!-Thanks to those who did read though <3 you guys!

  8. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 6:55pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 11
    After we got done with dinner, Rennie drove me home.
    "Thanks for driving me home."
    "Y-your w-welcome. Ill text ya later?"
    "Oh yes." As i was leaning out the car, he grabbed my face and pecked my cheek.
    I could feel my face get bright red, felt hot like sun hitting it.
    I hurried up and stepped out of the car and headed to the door.
    I closed the door, leaning against it.
    "What are you doing?" I jumped at the sound of a males voice.
    ''Oh jeeze! just the person i was looking for."
    It was Conner.
    "Okay well I went out with this guy Renn.." Even before i could finish Conner interupted me.
    "Wait before you say anything i----uhh got to go, i have this thing i have to do for your grandma. Talk to you later." He runs out and disppears out of sight.
    "O-kay."
    What was that? I didnt know what just happened but I thought i would just talk to him next time i seen him.
    I walked into my room, grabbed some pajamas and took a shower.
    bz bz bz
    Thinking that it was Rennie who was going to text me it was an unknown number.
    hey baby its Luke. I know you must think im a horrible person and having Cara text you but i thought you were better off without me...i love you stil..always will..
    I dropped my phone and walked out of the room down to the beach.
    Seriously, Luke now?
    He lost his chance, he ended things and hurt me. I did still love him though. That was the bad thing. Should i text him or leave him be and make him felt what i did was the real question.
    I turned to the only friend i had Rennie. He said that he had work later in the night and i know that we just got done seeing each other but i needed adivce.
    I walked into the restaraunt eyes open for Rennie.
    I spotted him quickly with the blonde hair tan skin, extremely tall lean body.
    I stood still watching him touch a blonde short petite little girls side then move further down. They oviously enjoyed each others company by the laughs i heard.
    I felt a ping of jealously come over me.
    I moved slowly back hoping that he wouldnt notice me.
    "Hey! looking for Rennie."
    Ofocurse at a time like this i run into Lisa.
    "No no no no no im fine i gotta go."
    I book it out out of there and trip over a chair someone moved infront of me. I didnt bother looking back i was nervous if he seen me because i was already embarraed for being there. I know that me and Rennie's relationship isn't serious but there was defintley something there and seeing him rub his hands all over another girls body is something that i did not want to witness.
    I was tired of runnig i could see my house in the distance when i felt a pull on my wrist.
    "Why did you run away?" Sounding out of breath, it was Rennie.
    I yanked my hand back in tears from the drama that keeps happening.
    "Look i dont want to be the girl that..'' was at lost of words. "that holds you back from flirting with other girls. I dont know if i just took the kiss onn the cheek as something different but i came here to talk to you about something but clearly your to busy." I turn around to walk away, i didnt want to continue this conversation i dont want to deal with anything at that point.
    "Its not like that alright. Yeah i flirrt but.."
    I help up my hand "Save it."
    I turned back around and ran away this time as far as i could even past my house.

  9. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 22, 2012 2:12am UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 10
    After the funeral we all left for my grandmas house. I rode with her because i thought it best to spend as much quality time as i could. Conner rode back with some people i didnt recognize or knew for that fact.
    I was embarrased for what he seen.
    I defintley didnt want to show my face..ever. He probley thought less of me now.
    I was intent in my thoughts when i felt my phone buzz.
    Rennie: Look i dont know what i did to deserve this, you ignoring me but i would like an anwser im sorry for texting you so many times but i do like you..
    Oh my god i felt terrible! I forgot about him, i was so caught up in everything else i didnt even think to explain. I did think once in the hospital but Conner said he couldnt find it. Which i found the next day on my side dresser.
    I was confused when he said alot of texts he sent me because this was the first one that i got from him.
    I wanted to text him back to explain because honestely i was desperate for a friend.
    Rennie! Im sorry about everything i swear its not what it seems i would never blow you off let me explain, how about dinner tonight? So i can explain and by the way this is the only text that i know of i havnt got anything else lol
    I clicked sent and waited for a text back.
    When we got back a couple people showed at the house, it was grandmas friends to keep her company.
    Not really knowing if im going for dinner i slip out of the outfit i had on into a white sun dress with a pair of gladiator shoes.
    bzz bzz
    rennie:yeah ill pick u up just tell me where.
    I text him my adress he told me he'd be here in 30 minutes becaues he had work later which was fine with me.
    30 minutes later
    I walked in the kitchen to find laughter and album books sprawled out with ladies in a circle, wine in there hands.
    "Hey im going out for dinner be back later."
    "A-lright b-careful" All her words seemed to slurr but i guessed on what she said.
    I walk outside to see Rennie he had a great looking car. Ive always wanted a truck i feel more manley and not like a prissy girl you see now a days.
    "Hey so choice of food?" He said looked at me before he pulled away.
    "Hmmm something chicken so bonless wings anywhere?"
    "Oh yes my kind of girl, i got the perfect spot." I pulled away and what only took 10 minutes we showed up at this country looking reatarunt.
    "Hmm inviting" There was deer heads everywhere.
    "Just give it a chance you'll never know unless you try." He stuck his tounge at me and i did it back. Felt like i was 7 again.
    We ordered 30 wings, we split them we ended up liking the same kind of wings so ended up perfect.
    "Okay so while were waiting nows ther perfect time to explain, my um grandpa i found out had cancer, that day when i came back he fell, went to the hospital and i was there all day i did think about you though i asled someone to go get my phone and well it wasnt there.."
    "I texted you that night, a couple times actually." I took my phone out and checked through my messages, i showed Rennie he never did but then he showed me he did on his phone.
    I was confused, i was confused when my phone was on that dresser to because that was my moms dresser and i would never touch it.
    Did Conner hide my phone and delete the texts?
    I had to at least ask.

  10. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 18, 2012 8:51pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 9
    The funeral was in the next five days and i could barley talk to anyone. I spoke maybe a sentence these last days. I couldnt help but think god was punishing me for acting the way i did. This opened my eyes. My grandpa said 'hed be watching me from heaven,' and i was going to make him proud.
    "Hi darling" I was sitting down around the casket when my dad came and sat next to me. I nodded my head.
    "Hes with your mom now, in a better place."
    Yeah he was with my mom, but she could have easily been here.
    "Dont be telling me that shes with grandpa, she didnt have a choice of dieing you killed her yourself." I couldnt belive the words that came out of my mouth, i walked away before i could see any of his face expressions or hear his response. I went to the bathroom, into a stall.
    "I cant handle this anymore."i whispered and then dug around in my purse not being able to see through the tears, i felt around for my pocket knife. I took it out opened it and stuck it right up to my throat.
    I was a hypocrite, i looked down to those who tried killing themselves, but i finally knew how they felt, weak, miserable, vulnerable. I kept losing people in my life.
    When i was about to pull back i hear footsteps and my stall slams open.
    "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!" It was Conner, what was he doing in here? I looked right up into those blue eyes, dropped the knife "im sorry." i busted into more tears, he kneeled down and cradled me.
    "I seen you run into the mens bathroom and was confused on what you were doing." I didnt even realize what bathroom i was in i just wanted to kill myself and get it done with. "Taking your life isnt something you should do like a time as this, your grandma needs you. I need you.."
    I stopped sobbing and completely watering Conners shirt. I wipeed my nose with my shirt, "You need me?"
    "Yeah i do." He looked away when he said this. "My moms, shes a drug addict and my dad left her when he found out when she was pregnant. Seeing you lose your mom and now your grandpa and not having a good relationship with your dad i kinda look up to you, i dont really have anyone and neither do you but you seem so strong by yourself..."
    I couldnt belive what i heard. Im actually helping someone in there life?
    "Im glad you told me that, and thanks for stopping me." I wrapped my arms around him and held him for the longest time.
    "We should get going, people are gonna wonder where we are." He un wrapped his arms off me and helped me up. I walked out of the bathroom with him behind me not letting go of his hand. I spotted my grandma, in a chair infront of the casket, head down. I looked at Conner and let go of his hand and sat next to my grandma.
    "Hey grandma." I put my hand on her leg, hopeing to ease the tension.
    She looked at me with blood shot eyes, "I already miss him. I miss his laugh i miss his smile, he was the only man never to let me down. I didnt realize how much i really did love him." She paused before she continued then looked down again, "I cant stand being away from him, he was the love of my life." I could barley hear the last words she spoke. I pulled her face up to look at me.
    "Look i love you more than i could tell you, you have me and WE will get through this." Her eyes filled with tears.
    "Yes, yes i have you." She reached her arms around my back.
    We will get through this, because now...i have two guradian angels watching over me.

  11. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 17, 2012 11:26pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 8
    "He told me personally that god gave him this for a reason because this is how he wants to end his life, he feels he shouldnt have to fight death." Conner says as he takes my hand, "He was always like that not wanting to take medication because thats cheating in his words."
    I felt like crying was never going to stop, i couldnt even open my eyes, i didnt want to lose him, he was one guy he never let me down, yeah i hated him but this was an eye opening to me. Knowing there was nothing i can do to fix this is heart breaking.
    The doctor walked back over by us. "Hes awake so if one of you want to see him you can."
    I stood up before anyone agreed to go first. "Can you take me to him."
    The doctor leads the way to the room. I hated being in here. I clearly remember the last time i was here. I felt like i was reliving my mom in the hospital. I didnt want to hear those words they told me with her. im sorry she passed away, im very very sorry i wish we could have saved her but it was out of our hands.
    I couldnt handle hearing those words twice in my life.
    I walk in to see my grandpa laying on a white fluffy bed, his curtains were shut and flowers surrounded him. He was eating jello and had an apple juice in front of him.
    I entered and he set the drink on the table that was on him.
    He looked up and instantly looked down. My eyes performed tears.
    "How could this happen?" I say on the edge of his bed, one hand on his, one hand on my face. "You cant leave me, im sorry for everything, but dont leave me yet! Ill try to be a better perosn i promise, ill make you proud but please dont go i need you!" His hand moved to my back. Seeing him with tubes on my face didnt make it any better watching him like this.
    "Dont ever say you never made me proud." He coughed, my mind brought me back to the image of cancer spreading to the lungs..then the head "Im okay, just know your the best grandaughter life could have brought me." I wiped a tear from his face. "Every moment in your life we spent together i cherished. Im sorry i didnt tell you but i didnt want you to think every time the days you were here, that i was weak.." I cut him off before he could finish.
    "I would never think of you as 'weak' " throwing my hands in the air. "I think your the strongest man i know, always and forever."
    "i love you natalie." He pulled me in, we both held each other and cried.
    "Please hang in there, ill miss you to much."
    "Kiddo ill miss you to but ill watch you from heaven, make sure to make me proud...."
    The doctor walks in right as my grandpa was going to say something but couldnt get the words out.
    "Your grandpa needs to rest you can visit him tommorow."
    My grandma traveled right behind him and i walked out. I stood in the door way mouthing i love you, and went and sat down in the waiting room.
    Twenty minutes later my grandma walks out and we head home. The car ride was silent i didnt want to talk, i didnt want to hear 'oh dont worry he'll be okay' because we all knew what would happen shortley.
    I woke up to hear the phone ringing, and not even two rings someone picked up. I hear running footsteps getting closer to my room.
    Someone slams open my door, i see my grandmas figure holding the phone at her side, she drops it and i hear a loud creashing sound hit the wood floor,"Hes gone" Are the last words before i threw my covers off me only to stand up and fall to my knees..i felt a little peice of my heart slowly break.

  12. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 17, 2012 11:23pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 7
    Natalies p.o.v.
    "Sorry i couldnt find it, are you sure you brought it here?" I heard Conner coming down the hall.
    I wasnt to sure if i did or not, i was to upset to think where i left it.
    "Im not sure but thanks for looking ill check when i get back home.'' I slouched in my chair stressed about everything i hoped my grandpa was okay. I usually didnt do this alot..pray but i kept saying in my mind :
    If theres anyway you can make him better, ill spend more time with him and my grandma stop being a brat, try my hardest with improving at school do whatever it takes tomake them proud of me before i lose the one who pushed me to do well in life
    Thinking about praying for his life made me tear up, i had to be strong, like my grandma said they tried building me up for this, and i was not going to let there work go to failure.
    "Grandma" She was sitting next to me starring off into i dont know what, she was upset. We've been here for hours now and no one as given us any anwsers.
    "Excuse me Betty?" I look up to see a boyishly hansome doctor.
    "Yes thats me."
    "Im Doctor Legardy, im sorry to say your husbands cancer got worse, its spread to his lungs and is now moving to his brain, now since he wont accept the medical treatments, we could do surgury but that is a 50/50 chance of suviving. Im very sorry."
    My grandma looks at me and then looks down. At the moment i looked into eyes i finally seen fear in her eyes. My grandparents have been together since they were 15, they were married at 19 and have been married for 45 years now. Having that soul mate of yours..gone i couldnt imagine the feeling she felt at that very moment.
    "Ill leave you alone if you have any questions ill be at the front desk." The doctor touched my grandmas shoulder and left.
    I sat there shaking my head, wasnt accepting treatment? Who would do such a thing.
    "Why doesnt he want the treatment?" saying to my grandma.
    I got no anwser from her, she was starring at the ground no movement. "WHY!"
    I screamed in tears.

  13. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 17, 2012 5:44pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 6
    My grandma was silent for a second before she hit me with the news. I prepared myself becuase i knew it was oviously bad.
    "Im sorry to say this, and its especially hard for me but i want you to understand." She took my hands into hers, they were cold and moist. "Your grandpa has..cancer." She could barely get the words out. I was speechless, there was no way he had the big c. I was sure he was healthy. He always went places with my grandpa acting like nothing was wrong.
    I let go of her hand and slowly back up.
    "Hows that possible? He has a full head of hair looks healthy as a horse. No no no." I busted down in tears and fell to my kness.
    My grandma put her head down. "We've been meaning to tell you but you never wanted to come out her anymore, we were so hard on you to make you stronger, since you lost your mom and...well were not gonna speak of that but as soon as the oppurtunity present itself for you to come here since you were having troubles at home we had too do it." She whispered i could only hear some what of what she said because i was crying so hard.
    ''Lets just go see him." I said getting up and heading to the car.
    The hospital wouldnt let us see him yet, Conner was there, he sat next to me rubbing my back because i couldnt stop crying.
    "Oh crap im suppose to go on a friend date, can you do me a favor" I said loooking at Conner.
    "Yup whatcha need?"
    "I need you to go get my phone in my grandmas car pretty please." I said forcing a smile.
    "Ofcourse." Conner gets up and heads to my grandmas car leaving me to wait for my results. I hated this part.
    Conners p.o.v.
    I thought i should go get natalies phone i mean after all she had no idea her grandpa had cancer. I didnt know if he was going to be okay since hes been battling this for a while now. My brother and me helped out as much as we could until he started living on his own.
    I was at the car searching for Natalies phone.
    "Where is it?" I whispered to myself. I ended up finding it on the bottom of the floor in the front.
    4 messages read on her screen. Usually i wasnt very nosy but, i was curious.
    Rennie: Hey were still up for tongiht
    Rennie: Hello?
    Rennie: Alright i guess thats a no
    Cara: Hey i miss you:(
    there was only one Rennie i knew in town..my brother. This couldnt be, this was her 'friend date' Rennie was the biggest player i knew! I would know i used to live with him. He'd bring home girl after girl. He even got sent to jail one time because he harrased someone so bad. I couldnt let that happen to her. There was something about Natalie that i liked, she wasnt like other girls, she was different.
    I knew this was wrong but i had to do it for her own good delete delete delete i left the last one for her own eyes later. I put it slid it in my pocket for me to put it back in her room. Im gonna tell her i couldnt find it. I was doing her a favor. I wasnt hurting Rennie hes probley on to the next one. I had to keep convincing myself on the way back up to the waiting room. Hopefully she wouldnt catch me and hate me forever...

  14. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 16, 2012 10:59pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 5
    I tried on all her clothes, after i was finished i ended up going to bed. It was nearly 1;00 am, so i thought sleep would do me good.
    I woke up the next morning to my grandma opening my blinds, blinding me with the sun.
    "Why did you do that." Sounding like a man, while covering my eyes.
    "You need to stop sleeping in so late," She put her hands on her hips. "Look me and your grandpa are going shopping do you need anything?"
    I put my covers over my head and yelled "No thanks"
    After she left my room i got up, put my hair in a messy bun, slipped into some shorts and a tank top and headed for the beach.
    I walked a littles way to grab a bite to eat because i was starving.
    The same girl that served me last time wasn't there, it was a new guy.
    I sat down looking at the menu, trying to think on what i should get this time.
    "Hey miss can i get ya anything?"
    "Ill just have a water, and i think ill try the salad."
    I handed him the menu and starting looking torawrds the ocean.
    "Ahh one of the salad girls,"I heard him whisper as he was writing it down, i dont think he planned on me hearing it but i did. I think i threw him off guard when i spoke about it.
    "Yeah im a...salad girl whats the deal with that.?'' I raised an eyebrow. His faced turned red, he turned around and walked away.
    "Hmp thats what i thought" i said under my breath.
    He came back with my drink, set it down infront of me.
    He pulled out a chair next to me and sat down.
    "Have we met before? Im Rennie"
    I looked at him for a couple seconds."Umm no im staying with my grandma for the summer, im Natalie."
    He stuck out his hand but i just starred at it, i was NOT about to shake someones hand, who does that anymore?
    "Yeah your right cheesy. So where are you from?"
    "Why does it concern you? I get it you see some new girl better talk to her flirt with her get in her head that you actually want to talk to her, your probley popular right? Known for hitting and quitting with girls? Well news flash im not one of those girls that believes this phony act, so just be my waitor and we wont have any problems thank you AND goodbye." I hurried and took out my phone, acting like i was texting to completely ignore the akward moment.
    After everything i just said to the kid he didnt even leave. I could see out of the corner of his eye him looking at me.
    "Rennie!" I heard someone shout from the kitchen.
    He got up and came back with my food, he still went and sat down next to me.
    "Im sorry can you not take a hint that im not interested. I dont want some North Carolina hunk harrasing me as i eat."
    "So you think im hot dont you?" He winked and leaned on the table. I noticed his blue eyes with his brown hair against his tan body. I was secretely a sucker for that type, but then again Rennies type was to hit and quit, not into that and especially i wasnt over Luke.
    "No now let me eat in peace.:
    "No"
    "What do i have to do to make you leave me alone?"
    "Go on a date with me, tommorow you wont regret it."
    "Thats out of the question."
    "Come on i promise you wont regret this one, we wont even call it a date, how about a new friend showing a new friend around." When he put it like that i did need a friend i had no friends here, and as long as it wasnt a date then im okay.
    "Fine but its not a date! Ill meet you here at 12 kay?" He nodded his head and left to go greet this family that was just walking in. I ate the rest of my sandwhich and headed home. I was just in time when my grandparents came back from shopping.
    "Help please?" My grandma said carrying a couple grocery bags.
    I go outside to help my grandpa unload but all i see is a pair of legs sticking out from the car.
    "Grandpa" I yelled. No response.
    I ran toward him, seeing his hand on his heart he was still awake but un able to move. I yelled for my grandma and dialed 911. I felt tears running down my face. When i called i could barely keep it together, i felt like 20 bricks came pounding down on my heart. How could this happen he wasnt old he was still young for a grandpa. This couldnt happen! I look to my grandma who seems a little better then me but she was crying. I hear the amublance coming.
    They hurry and pick up his body," its Kennie you know what we got to do." Is what i heard before they closed the door. What were they talking about i turned to my grandma, who was turning her braclet that read something. She looked up at me with tears building in her eyes.
    "W-whats going on?" I could barley get the words out, i wiped the tears on my face and wiped my nose with my sleeve.
    "Theres something we need to tell you. There was more to the story of why you came here."

  15. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 14, 2012 12:27pm UTC
    Dreamofmine
    Chapter 4
    After my grandma gave me the necklace she went outside, i sat up and observed the necklace. It was sliver, quite heavy and i knew i would wear this always. I placed it right back down on my chest. Even though i still dont really see eye to eye with my grandma ill just try my best because im stuck here for the summer.
    Outside the weather looked gorgous, bright sunny, and barley any wind. I thought i'd go for a swim, so i went upstairs and slipped in my bikini. It was strapless because i hated tan lines.
    I get outside and spot a blow up chair for the pool so i grab it, put it in the pool and just relax.
    two hours later
    Not noticing that i fell asleep in the pool i wake up to a screaming voice.
    "Natalie honey!" My grandma calls from the house.
    I jumped a little "WHAT!"
    "Your grandpa and i are taking Conner out to eat because its his birthday like to join us?"
    I felt terrible i didnt even say happy birthday to him how rude of me..
    "Yeah ill go"
    I jumped out of the pool and sprinted up to my room to change. I started pulling out some white shorts and my cigerettes pop out. I havent smoked one in what seems forever i was proud of myself. I mean i wasnt stressed so i didnt 'want' one or 'crave' for one. I slipped into the shorts and a black sparkly tank top. I was going well with my tan skin now. Ill admit i was looking good.
    I walk down stairs, there all waiting for me. I grab my purse off the counter, and search for my flip flops.
    "Looking for these?" My grandma holds up my shoes.
    "Ahh yes."We start laughing. "Alright well lets go!"
    We took my grandparents cadillac, i slid in the back and conner sat as far away from me in the car. It was weird i casually sniffed myself maybe thinking i smelled. But no i smelled like victoria secret i sprayed on myself earlier.
    We ended up at a restaurant called Carpe Diem. They would pick a restaurant that looks expensive.
    We ate dinner and it was surprisingly cheap and extremely good! I had crab for only 15 and patatoes that came with it, i still had more, but i took a doggy bag. When we got back in the car Conner still sat far away from me. My grandparents were talking about some kind of remodeling they wanted to do so right now was the perfect time to ask whats wrong with him.
    i whispered leaning to the back"Whats wrong? Your sitting as far away from me as you can?"
    "I just thought you would want your space ya know?"
    "No actually i dont know, you make me sound like a witch, im not gonna like bite your head off for sitting next to me."
    He shrugged his shoulders, "Trust me youll thank me."
    I heard him whisper under his breath. What was that even suppose to mean? I was about to ask him when my granpa asked Conner "Do you want us to drive ya home son?"
    My grandma nudged him lightly, "No Conner you can stay at our house is that okay."
    He looked out the window "Yeah thats fine thanks Mrs.Crane." His voice screeched when he spoke those words. I wondered why, but i wasnt going to ask because no one likes a nosy person.
    When we got home i went straight to my room. I grabbed my labtop that was in my bag, then i sat on my bed.
    knock knock
    "Come in"
    Conner walked in slowly. "Your grandma said some of your dads clothes was in the closet."
    "Um im not sure but you can check."
    He opens the door and some of my moms clothes were in there along with my dads. Conner took some, said thanks and left. I slip into my slippers and open the closet door again. All her teenage clothes were in here. Some wernt even that bad, clothes that i'd even wear. At the bottom of the cloest were boxes. I opened the boxes to see dolls, bathing suits, tank tops, shorts. "Well i know what i can wear tommorow." I spoke to myself.
    I start to take out all the clothes, and begin to try on ALL of them.

  16. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 13, 2012 10:12pm UTC
    H e y y o uGo look up true friend in the dictionary, bet you'd find non-existence

  17. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 11, 2012 10:43pm UTC
    Dream of mine
    Chapter 3
    I started walking back home extremely upset and confused, when i sent that last text i knew i wouldnt go do something spiteful behind his back.
    I didnt understand why he ended it maybe it was because hes a worthless person who keeps ending up in jail..ugh! I couldnt beleive how mad i was. When i got back i slammed the sliding glass door and stood there.
    I leaned against the glass, closed my eyes and evaluated my life, where i was heading, who was gonna be in it. I felt like my life was harder then everyone else. Lost my mom, hate my dad, lost my boyfriend i had no one. That feeling of being left by youself, you feel empty.
    "Are you okay?" I heard a voice interupt me, i jumped and hit my head on the glass.
    "Ouch! Yes im fine.."I looked down and held my head. It was conner from earlier, he went to the freezer and got me a bag of ice. He handed it to me, i dont know why he was being so nice to me after i was a complete brat earlier.
    "You should lay on the couch and relax for a few minutes." He grabbed my hand and i let him take me to the couch.
    "Thanks. but um why are you being so nice to me? I was like mean to you earlier."
    He looked at me puzzled.
    "Well i know i bet you didnt mean to, having a bad day i just guessed." He walked away outside and headed to the pool. My eyes followed him. He turned as he grabbed the scoop for the pool and looked at me, we held a glance for a couple seconds and i turned away.
    My grandma walks in and touched my shoulder.
    "Are you alright dear, you look upset."
    Why was she even talking to me.
    I gave her the shrug. "Im fine" i turned on my stomach so i didnt have to look at her.
    "Okayy look Natalie, i hate how your acting, i get it you dont like me for being hard on you, there was a reason for that. After your dad got into the car accident with your mom..." She stuttered to get the words out "a-an passed away i knew at that second i had to bring you to reality. You were my everything i loved when your mom and you would come visit me." She stopped i still wasnt looking at her because it hurt talking about my mother. She was my best friend. I could tell her anything and her not being here to face problems like these hurt the most. I looked up at my grandma.
    "I miss her..."
    "Baby girl." She started crying. "I miss her more and more everyday. But you cant be distant from me, we can both help each other through this. You know what you remind me of her when she was your age. She was just as stubborn as you, you also have her features." She took her hand off my back and dug something in her pocket. She pulled out a necklace and held it out.
    "Your mom gave this to me right before seh passed away."
    It was a heart and behind it said love forever always.
    "Its beautiful."
    "I know," She paused and looked at it and looked at me. "I want you to have it."
    She put it around my neck , i sat up and hugged her.
    This was a starting of a new relationship.

  18. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 9, 2012 6:19pm UTC
    Dream of mine
    Dream of mine
    Chapter 2
    "Natalie dear how are you?"
    "I could definltey be better."
    I handed my grandpa my suit case and hopped in the back seat. The car ride to there house was quiet. I plugged my head phones in my ear and zoned out. I tried to avoid talking to them. They knew that i wasnt a fan of them.
    I heard talking so i pasued my music and heard my grandma say.
    "Well ill let her get away with how she acts now but im not gonna put up with this when we get home." My grandpa jsut nodded. If they think that hey can tell what to do they better think twice i listen to no one.
    We got to the house, i get out and i can feel the breeze hitting my face. I close my eyes imagining how much i loved it here as a little kid.
    "Miss it here dont you."
    I did unfortunately miss it here it was the greatest place, i loved the water and the sun beating on my white skin.
    "I did not anymore i hate it now." I grabbed my bag and headed in side to unpack. When i walked in everything was exactly the same. Kitchen was to the right staright ahead was the living room, guess they upgraded the tv because now it was a 72 inch. They also must have got the wall knocked down because it was all glass. The stairs were to the left and i walk up them and head to my moms old room. My mom had the best room as a teenager. She had a king size bed, a dresser, a desk and a walk in closet. She used to have and old looking tv but i guess my granparents replaced it with just a small flat screen.
    With all this stuff in here the room still managed to look huge.
    "Do you need any help." My grandma peeked in and asked.
    I just shook my head. I could hear her footsteps walking down the hall and i take a cigerette out of my pocket. I was craving for one and since no one was up here i thought why not. I go to the window that had a veiw of the ocean.
    "Excuse me miss."
    I jumped at the sound of someones voice, my cigerette fell out of my hand and landed on the patio.
    "Holy crap!"
    "Im sorry your grandparents told me to come introduce myself, im Conner, im the i guess house cleaner? I help my mom when she cleans here." He held out his hand. I looked at it and pulled out another smoke.
    "You know thats gonna kill you right?"
    "So will me being here," I looked away. "You can go now."
    "O-----kaaay." He piveted his foot and left.
    They seriously have a maid, what lazy people.
    After i unpacked everything i got a note and wrote:
    be back soon
    I thought i would leave a note so i dont get the cops on me and then i end up in jail or something bad happens since i am only 17 and with smokes. Even though i had like a month till i turn 18 they stil can arrest me for that stuff.
    I Left and started walking to the beach. I walked about 2 miles until i hit the restauraunt that i used to come to when i was little.
    I had about 300 dollars with me from selling weed. Luke got me into selling and before he left i made 300 on some.
    I walked up the beach and onto the patio where the tables were.
    I sat down and looked at the menu that was already there.
    "Hey im Lisa ill be your waitress, what can i get you to drink? and if your ready you can go ahead."
    "Just a pepsi and a hamburger with fries thats it."
    'Okay it'll be just a second,"
    She left and i was left by myself. I knew no one here, me without friends is like barbie without ken...helpless. I hate the feeling of being alone, i kept feeling this quite frequently though im not liking it. My phone buzzed, it was from Cara, she was Lukes sister.
    Hey girl where are you? I needed to talk to you, i went to your house but your dad said you left.
    Heyyy, yeah shipped off to North Carolina for the summer:/ wheres luke? is he okay? if you see him tell him i miss him like crazy! and whats up?
    Its actually about luke...he got let out of jail early his lawyer got him out, i thought that Luke should do this in person but you wernt home and he told me to do this but Natalie,.... luke doesnt want to be with you anymore.
    I turned my phone off those words keep running across my mind, 'doesnt want to be with you anymore'. I didnt understand why! I gave that kid everything, i lost my virginity to him! Ofcourse i wasnt his first he gets around.
    I started tearing up i instantly thought he cheated on me, and the first thought was if he wants to go hook up with someone then so will i. I left the restauraunt without getting my food and paying. I headed down the beach on a mission, i sent my last text before i did something id probley regret.
    well tell luke two can play at this game.

  19. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 9, 2012 12:25am UTC
    Dream of mine
    Chapter 1
    "Okay are you all packed?"
    I through my suitcase down the stairs.
    "Yeah or wait did you want me to walk to the trainstation and then get picked up from strangers and disappear for good? Since i mean nothing to you apparently?"
    "Natalie dont do this, you know why im doing this, its for your own good."
    "Mom would never send me away like you are."
    I rolled my eyes and then walked outside. I went in my pocket and pulled out my cigerette an lit it.
    My dad walked outside with my suitcase.
    "And you wonder why im sending you away."He took my cigerettee out of my hand and threw it on the floor. I ignored that and walked to the passenger side of the car. He acted as if i didnt have a pack in my pocket. such an Idiot.
    Who even sends there daughter to there grandparents house. I was gonna 'learn' a lesson. Apparently i was a bad child and he couldnt handle me anymore.
    We get to the trainstation, my dad takes out my suitcase and attempts to hug me but i rejected it.
    "Natalie i do love you and if i didnt love you as much as i do, i wouldnt send you away, you need help and its help i cant give you. Be careful and behave yourself."
    I flicked him off and headed to the trainstation. He ruined my life, i have no mom i have no friends now, and to me i have no dad. I did feel bad after everything but i had reasons.
    I sat down on the train and took my phone out of my purse. My background was of me and my boyfriend. When i left today he was still in Jail. A week ago he got caught in a brawl and stabbed someone. I was there but i was hiding. He was sentenced to jail for 90 days. I teared up because i'd miss him, Luke didnt know i was gone. I had no way of getting a hold of him and telling him where im going.
    "All aboard" The conductor said. I put my phone away and took out my ticket. He came by and hole punched it.
    It was a 18 hour trainride, i was heading from chicago to North Carolina. My granparents lived in Elizabeth City. They lived on the beach, as a little kid i loved there house. They were loaded and got me anything that i wanted.
    That stopped when my mom died. They rejected everything i wanted, i wanted to be a singer told me i wasnt good enough, i told them i wanted to be a model said i wasnt pretty enough. They put all my dreams down. So i stopped visiting them and calling them. My dad now, he did nothing about it. He told me i needed to face reality.
    18 hours later i arrived in North Carolina i slept the whole time trying to waste time. We had about 5 minutes before the train stopped, it was sunny and hot and i was still in pants and shirt so i was sweating my butt off! I got off the train and headed to the bathroom before i looked for them.
    I take my stuff down and roll them towards the ladies room. It was packed and had to be at least a ten minute wait. I said screw it and i stripped infornt of the bathroom. I heard alot of hoots and whisltes. And got alot of dirty looks from girls. Did i care? No they were just jealous.
    I walk outside and already spot them, they havnt aged a bit, looking in there 30's and in her 60's is surprising for old pepople, but thats what so great about my dads side, they age good.
    They wave at me and i could already see my life ahead, a prision.

  20. picklove picklove
    posted a quote
    January 7, 2012 1:42am UTC
    Dream of mine
    Summary
    I was from the city of Chicago. I was staying with my grandparents for the summer and maybe for my senior year. I wasnt thrilled at all i hated my grandparents, they never supprorted me in what i chose. I changed from the little girl in a white dress and flowers into a girls who's favorite color is black and died my hair black underneath my blonde hair. I started hanging out with the wrong crowd, smoke stuff i shouldnt have and got into some drugs that i shouldnt have gotten into either. My life was slowly slipping through my fingers and my grandpa wanted to help save me from the crisis i was going through. There was a reason i did the things i did, it was a method i tried. Being there for the summer changed me in ways that i liked myself better as.
    I seen a different perspective on life and had impacts on my life and maybe even on someone else's. Before i came i never had dreams and goals and now i have a drean of my own and i couldnt wait to begin.

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