I wanna be
5 years old again.
when my brother was 7, and i looked up to him so much.
when i could run into my brother's room christmas morning
full of excitement.
when i could cuddle up to my mom if i was sad and it would be
okay again.
when i didn't have to deal with drama.
when boys had cooties.
when i ate and never gained anything.
when 69 was just a number i couldn't count to.
when there was an easter bunny, tooth fairy and santa clause.
when your friends were your friends and that was it.
when nothing and nobody changed.
when the only things that hurt were scrapes and bruises.
when i was happy.