"Natalie dear how are you?"
"I could definltey be better."
I handed my grandpa my suit case and hopped in the back seat. The car ride to there house was quiet. I plugged my head phones in my ear and zoned out. I tried to avoid talking to them. They knew that i wasnt a fan of them.
I heard talking so i pasued my music and heard my grandma say.
"Well ill let her get away with how she acts now but im not gonna put up with this when we get home." My grandpa jsut nodded. If they think that hey can tell what to do they better think twice i listen to no one.
We got to the house, i get out and i can feel the breeze hitting my face. I close my eyes imagining how much i loved it here as a little kid.
"Miss it here dont you."
I did unfortunately miss it here it was the greatest place, i loved the water and the sun beating on my white skin.
"I did not anymore i hate it now." I grabbed my bag and headed in side to unpack. When i walked in everything was exactly the same. Kitchen was to the right staright ahead was the living room, guess they upgraded the tv because now it was a 72 inch. They also must have got the wall knocked down because it was all glass. The stairs were to the left and i walk up them and head to my moms old room. My mom had the best room as a teenager. She had a king size bed, a dresser, a desk and a walk in closet. She used to have and old looking tv but i guess my granparents replaced it with just a small flat screen.
With all this stuff in here the room still managed to look huge.
"Do you need any help." My grandma peeked in and asked.
I just shook my head. I could hear her footsteps walking down the hall and i take a cigerette out of my pocket. I was craving for one and since no one was up here i thought why not. I go to the window that had a veiw of the ocean.
"Excuse me miss."
I jumped at the sound of someones voice, my cigerette fell out of my hand and landed on the patio.
"Holy crap!"
"Im sorry your grandparents told me to come introduce myself, im Conner, im the i guess house cleaner? I help my mom when she cleans here." He held out his hand. I looked at it and pulled out another smoke.
"You know thats gonna kill you right?"
"So will me being here," I looked away. "You can go now."
"O-----kaaay." He piveted his foot and left.
They seriously have a maid, what lazy people.
After i unpacked everything i got a note and wrote:
be back soon
I thought i would leave a note so i dont get the cops on me and then i end up in jail or something bad happens since i am only 17 and with smokes. Even though i had like a month till i turn 18 they stil can arrest me for that stuff.
I Left and started walking to the beach. I walked about 2 miles until i hit the restauraunt that i used to come to when i was little.
I had about 300 dollars with me from selling weed. Luke got me into selling and before he left i made 300 on some.
I walked up the beach and onto the patio where the tables were.
I sat down and looked at the menu that was already there.
"Hey im Lisa ill be your waitress, what can i get you to drink? and if your ready you can go ahead."
"Just a pepsi and a hamburger with fries thats it."
'Okay it'll be just a second,"
She left and i was left by myself. I knew no one here, me without friends is like barbie without ken...helpless. I hate the feeling of being alone, i kept feeling this quite frequently though im not liking it. My phone buzzed, it was from Cara, she was Lukes sister.
Hey girl where are you? I needed to talk to you, i went to your house but your dad said you left.
Heyyy, yeah shipped off to North Carolina for the summer:/ wheres luke? is he okay? if you see him tell him i miss him like crazy! and whats up?
Its actually about luke...he got let out of jail early his lawyer got him out, i thought that Luke should do this in person but you wernt home and he told me to do this but Natalie,.... luke doesnt want to be with you anymore.
I turned my phone off those words keep running across my mind, 'doesnt want to be with you anymore'. I didnt understand why! I gave that kid everything, i lost my virginity to him! Ofcourse i wasnt his first he gets around. 
I started tearing up i instantly thought he cheated on me, and the first thought was if he wants to go hook up with someone then so will i. I left the restauraunt without getting my food and paying. I headed down the beach on a mission, i sent my last text before i did something id probley regret.
well tell luke two can play at this game.