Dream
of
mine
Chapter 1
"Okay are you all packed?"
I through my suitcase down the stairs.
"Yeah or wait did you want me to walk to the trainstation
and then get picked up from strangers and disappear for good?
Since i mean nothing to you apparently?"
"Natalie dont do this, you know why im doing this, its for
your own good."
"Mom would never send me away like you are."
I rolled my eyes and then walked outside. I went in my pocket
and pulled out my cigerette an lit it.
My dad walked outside with my suitcase.
"And you wonder why im sending you away."He took my
cigerettee out of my hand and threw it on the floor. I ignored
that and walked to the passenger side of the car. He acted as
if i didnt have a pack in my pocket. such an Idiot.
Who even sends there daughter to there grandparents house. I
was gonna 'learn' a lesson. Apparently i was a bad
child and he couldnt handle me anymore.
We get to the trainstation, my dad takes out my suitcase and
attempts to hug me but i rejected it.
"Natalie i do love you and if i didnt love you as much as
i do, i wouldnt send you away, you need help and its help i
cant give you. Be careful and behave yourself."
I flicked him off and headed to the trainstation. He ruined my
life, i have no mom i have no friends now, and to me i have no
dad. I did feel bad after everything but i had reasons.
I sat down on the train and took my phone out of my purse.
My background was of me and my boyfriend. When i left today he
was still in Jail. A week ago he got caught in a brawl and
stabbed someone. I was there but i was hiding. He was sentenced
to jail for 90 days. I teared up because i'd miss him, Luke
didnt know i was gone. I had no way of getting a hold of him
and telling him where im going.
"All aboard" The conductor said. I put my phone away
and took out my ticket. He came by and hole punched it.
It was a 18 hour trainride, i was heading from chicago to North
Carolina. My granparents lived in Elizabeth City. They lived on
the beach, as a little kid i loved there house. They were
loaded and got me anything that i wanted.
That stopped when my mom died. They rejected everything i
wanted, i wanted to be a singer told me i wasnt good enough, i
told them i wanted to be a model said i wasnt pretty enough.
They put all my dreams down. So i stopped visiting them and
calling them. My dad now, he did nothing about it. He told me i
needed to face reality.
18 hours later i arrived in North Carolina i slept the whole
time trying to waste time. We had about 5 minutes before the
train stopped, it was sunny and hot and i was still in pants
and shirt so i was sweating my butt off! I got off the train
and headed to the bathroom before i looked for them.
I take my stuff down and roll them towards the ladies room. It
was packed and had to be at least a ten minute wait. I said
screw it and i stripped infornt of the bathroom. I heard alot
of hoots and whisltes. And got alot of dirty looks from girls.
Did i care? No they were just jealous.
I walk outside and already spot them, they havnt aged a bit,
looking in there 30's and in her 60's is surprising for
old pepople, but thats what so great about my dads side, they
age good.
They wave at me and i could already see my life ahead, a
prision.