chapter 11 "no.. NO, why would u- why would
u even say that??" i started breathing really hard.
"i-i-i thought i c-could tr-trust you!" i stamered.
"kris calm down drink some wateer" he gave me a glass of
watter. "i dont want watter!" i said as i slammed it down
onto the desk. "i want a friend that i can trust not to tell
my secret!" i screamed. "Kristen i wouldnt ever it was
just a sugguestion.... i just dont want you to hurt youreself ever
again kris, it breaks my heart" he said. his eyes got tearey.
"to think i might wake up and go to school one day and youre
not there because you died of starving or cuts? it hurts me! i need
to know youre okay!!" he said in a worried tone. He was
getting all choked up. I guess it had been 5 minutes because
doctors and nurses started rushing in to do testing. Connor started
crying and ran to the bathroom 'wow i didnt know guys did that
too..' i said to myself. when he came back it was only my mom
and bert. "hey hun how are u feeling?" mom said. "im
okay"i lied. "i got u a cupcake from the vending
machine!" said bert handing it to me . "thanks but im
really not hungry, i dont feel so good so i dont wana eat and make
it worse" i lied again. Connors face dropped completley and
his eyes got glassey again. "oh well than more for me!"
said bert as he took a big bite. Thats pretty much how the next
week at the hospital went. Connor skipped school every day so he
could come stay with me. Mom and bert had work so they were never
there. Connor and i mostley talked, and watched movie, while connor
tried to get me to eat some popcorn.The night i got home i didnt
feel like being home alone all night (my parents ha to go on a
freak work trip) so i went over to connors. he lives with his older
brother so it was fine for me to stay the night. Connor and i
watched movies and played video games and talked about everything
and nothing at all! then he asked. "kristen can i atleast tell
my brother? that way there is one adult that knows.. you can be
safe and youre secret can still be a secret. He wont tell anyone
he's really really good at keeping secrets i swear! and
pl-" he rambled. "okay" i said "hes kept a ton
of my - wait did u say okay?" he asked. "yes.. its okay..
but he has to swear not to tell anyone." i said. Connor's
older brother was just like a brother i never had. His name was
Derek and he looked just like connor except older and buff. Connor
and i walked into the other room to were derek was. "Derek
kristen and i need to tell you something.." connor said.
"oh man, did u get her pregnate?" derek joked. "ew
no! well not ew but, no! anyways.." he stamerd.. i laughed.
"its about kristen. We have to tell somebody. But u have to
swear on youre life not to tell anyone" Connor said. "i
swear" said derek. and it wasnt like he just said it,
you could tellhe ment it
