Looking back I laugh at myself
"How could I let you go?..."
I convince myself I never loved you
"When you didn't even know.."
I smile wide and push it away
"I haven't smiled in years"
I tell myself I meant nothing
"The pain I bleed in tears"
I now know that I never cared
"You're still inside my heart"
I now know I never loved you
"You letting go was the hardest part"
Thoughts and Lies.