LONG BUT I JUST NEED TO VENT .

  Dear Bobby,
Your the best big brother ever. And I know your a... good kidd . i just miss how we used to be . You would let me hang out with you & your friends all the timee . and your 8th grade summer . i think it was. was honestlly the best summer ive ever had. We went down to sabold and played the sabold game . & I went sledding with you and your friends . and you went down a jumpp and almost got hurt and i wanted to go down but you wouldnt let me because you thought i was gonna get hurtt. and i love that i have a big brother that can protect me . We get in fights sometimes over the little stupidest things . We play fight all the timee. ahah you dont know how many bruises ive gotten from you. When you get hit by a car everyone was so calm and i was freaking out . i was so scared . i went outside cause it calms down . Everyone sat there likee oh he'll be fine i mean its bobby . i Just sat there bawling my eyes afraid that i almost lost my best friend . I love you to death and i just want the old you back . There so much more i could say but i just dont know how to put it to words
you see i could say much more , and i do know how to put it into words , im just trying to save myself from the heart ache. i cant stand seeing you like this . coming home high everyday . i just dont know what to do . im so afraid to confront you the first sentence ill say too you will make me wanna cry . your not yourself anymore . i dont even know what happendd to you. i just wish we were little kids again . so we could restart . i wish i had my brother back . The bobby i know . The big brother that i always looked up too . the one that would protect me from anything . where did you go . i miss you so much . i want you back .