on November 19th I lost my best friend She's amazing, and the sweetest person and everyone loved her She would put a stranger before herself Me and my family all live on the same street, my grandparents live 5 houses down , my aunt and uncle live across from them , and my other aunt and uncle live next door My best friend lived 5 houses down from me I miss her so much I feel so lost without her It's so different with out her It's like something is missing I have a hole in my heart i don't know how to fix I miss you and love you more then you could imagine Rest in Paradise Mommom
Its not fair. Whenever i become best friends with a guy someone better comes along . & they go out . & he stops talking to me . i understand you have a girlfriend but what happened to us? we used to tell eachother everything , you would call me just to talk & we would end up talking for at least 2 hours, we shared our deepest secrets . I've talked to you about this before & you said you wouldnt leave me . but your slowly drifting away from me. instead of texting me your texting her, instead of calling me to talk , your calling her , instead of telling me everything , your telling her . I'm tired of coming in second & im tired of being not good enough .
I want a boy who... would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. someone who would sing to me at random moments. whos is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when im acting dumb. someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at the old playstations games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear me laugh. He'd play with my hair & suprise me with 25 cent rings. someone who i could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count the stars. but mosty one who would be my best friend & would always make me smile . Br33zyLovesYou