Dear Bubblegum Babe,
I really love you, just so that you know, I've
never
really had a best friend but you're the closest
I've
got. I used to tell you everything because I
thought
that's what bestfriends were supposed to do, but
obviously not. I didn't realise until
recently that you
never wanted to talk because I seemed like I was
constantly complaining and whining. I just thought
that since you were the only person I could
trust that
it was okay for me to just load everything off onto
your little shoulders. I shouldn't of ever put so
much
pressure on you. I should've been open with
everyone,
but we both know thats never going to happen.
You couldn't take the pressure I know, but I
didn't
help you with your problems either,
which are twice
the size of mine. I went by oblivious to the fact that
you
had problems and when you tried to tell me I
never
picked it up. I will try from now on to ask you, but you
won't tell. I've lost my chance, I
lost it the day I lost my
way and decided not to ask you how you felt. Well,
now I know you were'nt and are not alright at all, you
are just acting strong because you need to, but if you
knew how much I could help and how much I
would
do for you you wouldn't need to be strong, I
would do
that all for you. You are an
inspiration to me. I know I
might be mean, selfish, cruel and lazy, and yes, you
might get the back lash of my temper but just know I
never ever mean it. I never want to hurt
you and from
now on I will work on my attitude and think about my
actions before I do anything.
Love you so much,
Please dont leave me.
