Dear Hot Hips,
We go through phases, phases of hate, love,
ignorance, anger, brokenhearted-ness and worst of all
mistrust. It hurts to know you will never trust me as
you did before but at the same time, our friendship
is like a cycle and we always come back to each other.
When times are tough and I've lost everything with
other friends or just haven't got any support, I know
you'll always be there. You're my safety net, to catch
me when I fall. I enjoy being around you, mostly
because your an amazing friend and partly to study
you. The way you think and feel is absolutely
fascinating to me and a miniscule part of me also likes
being around you just to see your reactions to
everything and to see how easy to manipulate you
are. Of course I never do this with your serious
feelings but some of your opinions and jugdements
are a bit harsh and I like to soften them up a little,
anyways lets move on. Everyone always wonders why
you are so angry, upset or bitchy, and I know these
are just your ways of coping with everything. They
assume you have no problems, but I know otherwise.
Times are hard for you at the moment and have been
for a while now, but I will always try to be here for
you. You have problems you just choose not to let
anyone know. I dont know why but you've had your
heart broken so many times it hurts to look at it,
because those shards of shattered heart look so sharp.
You know, that boy will come, he will sweep you off
your feet but for now just wait, and don't give your
heart away to every admirer you get, because soon
the right guy will come and it will be more work for
him putting your heart back together again, so don't
get your heart broken by all the wrong guys, keep it
for that one. You constantly make me laugh and smile
when I'm down, you hug me when you see I'm upset
and you never ask questions, you just sit there, comfort
me but at the same time you leave me be. I feel
comfortable when I'm around you. I like that,
so thankyou.
Love you so much,
We'll be back together soon.
ChloeGontier