Sometimes..

Sometimes.... I feel alive & then I feel dead.

My heart hurts.. it's all in my head.

Sometimes.... I feel lonely, I need my space.

I have so many problems, too many to face.

Sometimes.... things go right & things go wrong.

Sometimes I fit in & but then again I just don't belong.

I want to laugh, I want to cry.

I want to live, but most of the time I want to die.

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad.

Who am I kidding? I'm scared.

While your reading this your probably think I'm weird or I'm lieing. But honestly on the inside.. I'm dieing.

I can literally feel my heart breaking and it hurts.

I'm usually the confident girl, the one who always smiles.

Now that faded and I'm torn. I hate myself...

Sometimes I wonder.

Sometimes I cry.

Sometimes I wish my life would just pass by.

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--- -Nikkie.♥