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Fayedaway

Status: I'm Working On It.

Member Since: 1 Aug 2011 08:24am

Last Seen: 1 Jul 2018 06:34pm

Birthday: September 21

Location: Nottingham, England, UK

Gender: F

user id: 202121

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My name is Faye.

I'm 20 years young.

I'm a borderline and I'm woking on it.

 

  1. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    April 11, 2016 3:48pm UTC
    It hurts the same when nobody knows.

  2. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2015 1:22pm UTC
    So, after a good five years I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder.

  3. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    April 1, 2014 5:47am UTC
    Stop waiting for someone to come and save you.
    In a world like this;
    Only you can save yourself.

  4. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 29, 2014 6:03pm UTC
    You may not be the model for an elvive shampoo advert, but don't give up hope "because you're worth it."

  5. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 29, 2014 2:05pm UTC
    A troubled mind never truly sleeps.

  6. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 29, 2014 2:17am UTC
    A troubled mind never truly sleeps.

  7. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 28, 2014 5:22am UTC
    I by no means am the voice of reason,
    I merely amplify your thoughts and feelings.
    I jot them down in rythmical lines on a page,
    So those who have no clue are able to engage
    With what it feels like to have a head full of war,
    To experience the agro of your heart and mind being torn.
    So this one's for them, it goes out to you who fail to understand,
    Why someone would tear, rip, burn and cut the skin above their hand.
    It acts as a drug, a release, a soother, a suppressor,
    The more it occurs, the more it is mistaken for as pleasure.
    As with every drug, it comes with its addiction,
    Even when the mind is clear, there's a crave for that burning friction.
    You point people out and mock them for being a victim of themselves,
    Without a sense of the stability regarding their mental health.
    What if it was your sister, brother, cousin, mother or dad?
    What if your mocking is responsible for some of the scars they have?
    How about instead of judging you reduce their need for the knife?
    Go and be a decent human, go and save a life.

  8. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 27, 2014 4:10pm UTC
    They call it self-harm, because it just affects you...It's your life, your body, your sister, your parents, your friends, and your partners, so you can choose what you do, and if one day you can't rein it in and of your last breath you are the only witness, then f/uck everybody else, 'cause that ain't something that you have to live with.

  9. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 27, 2014 2:09am UTC
    People underestimate the value of dreaming, that which you aspire to provides a roof, a ceiling.

  10. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 26, 2014 10:40am UTC
    It's a skill.
    To use a pen and a scrap of paper to form words or art,
    To communicate messages straight from the heart,
    Releasing the demons inside your head through ink and grafite,
    It conveys the cause of the twisted thoughts and sheds some light,
    creating a picture or a monologue of distress,
    That what appears as a page full of mess,
    To strangers it can look a tad obscene,
    But to you it contains your nightmares and dreams,
    A page filled with rubbings explains where you went wrong,
    The repeated related lyrics from your favourite song,
    combine it together and make a masterpiece out of corruption,
    Let the emotions splurge out in a massive eruption,
    They say to destroy something is to create,
    So kill every thought, emotion and feeling of hate,
    By writing down or drawing it to set it free,
    Do it for yourself, not for your parents, lover or me,
    You will murder the monsters that are in your head,
    Set fire to the pages to ensure they are dead,
    Only you will perceive the messages that are amongst the smoke,
    But don't breathe it in, don't inhale and choke,
    Just watch the pain go up in flames,
    Until there's none left, just ashes as remains,
    It's a skill,
    To use a pen and a scrap of paper to form words or art,
    To communicate messages straight from the heart.

  11. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 26, 2014 8:33am UTC
    I have my addictions,
    Or rather my addictions have me,
    Sometimes the shadow of my shadow,
    Is all that I can be.

  12. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 26, 2014 7:03am UTC
    You're a regular decorated emergency.

  13. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 26, 2014 6:52am UTC
    It's tragic; you tried to cut yourself in half,
    But this isn't magic; in fact it's something much more dark, or more dramatic
    Self harm, that's what they call it.
    'Cause it just affects you.
    It's your life, your body, so you can choose what you do,
    And if one day you can't rein it in,
    And of your last breath you are the only witness,
    Then so be it, cause it's your last breath,
    And it's nobody else's business.
    But, how about your little sister?
    I mean, you think your life's been bad,
    And by no means am I belittling that,
    'Cause I know the troubles you've had
    But a teen finding out her big sister chose death over life,
    Finding out instead of turning to her with your problems, You turned to a knife
    That's a whole lot of pain to deal with,
    And a whole lot of damage
    And the only role model she has is little more than words engraved in granite.
    But as you said before, this just affects you.
    It's your life, your body, so you can choose what you do.
    And if one day you can't rein it in,
    And of your last breath you are the only witness,
    Then so be it, cause it's your last breath,
    And it's nobody else's business.
    But then, how about your parents?
    God knows they've done all they can to support.
    Yeah, you didn't go up in a mansion,
    But they gave you the best life they could afford,
    And the second that last bit of life tickles out,
    and your lungs cease to breath,
    They've fail the most important task that they will ever receive.
    They failed to give their child a life that's worth living,
    And that's a failure as long as they live, of themselves, is unforgiving.
    But as you said before, this just affects you.
    It's your life, your body, so you can choose what you do.
    And if one day you can't rein it in,
    And of your last breath you are the only witness,
    Then so be it, 'cause it's your last breath,
    And it's nobody else's business.

  14. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 26, 2014 5:43am UTC
    It seems that the plan I had worked out better than I thought.

  15. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 25, 2014 1:30pm UTC
    In the darkest times,
    You find out what you're made of.

  16. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 14, 2014 1:08pm UTC
    You smiled the whole way through it,
    I guess maybe that's what's worse.

  17. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 11, 2014 5:39am UTC
    Life goes on.
    It goes right,
    And it goes wrong.
    But, it goes on.

  18. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 10, 2014 2:38pm UTC
    Today, my mum actually opened up to me and showed me she cared.
    She said how she talked to my brother, about how I seem unhappy again.
    He said I'll be okay with my family by my side supporting me.
    You see, my dad causes everyone in my household to be unhappy.
    My mum said that with me being 'fragile' she knows how upset I can get when he makes a pathetic comment.
    She told me how she argues with him about how he should treat me better considering he's never home.
    She says she doesn't want what he says to bring me down any more.
    She said she knows how it easy it is for me to be pushed over the edge and end up in a state ag.
    She said how I've got to think about her as well when I'm feeling depressed, so I don't do anything to make her sad too.
    She told me to keep my chin up and prove my dad wrong.
    She explained how I need to keep on going and move on in my life.
    My mum does care...
    And she may have helped saved my life.

  19. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 10, 2014 2:31pm UTC
    I'm just taking it one day at a time.

  20. Fayedaway Fayedaway
    posted a quote
    March 10, 2014 1:34pm UTC
    It' ain't so bad when you're lying there on the ground,
    At least you know there's only one way to go.

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