Dear John, 

It's December 1st, which obviously made me think of you. I remember how
much you loved winter time. My mom asked me what I wanted for Christmas
yesterday. I've been pondering that all night, and all I could come up with
was you. And I know that that sounds really corny, "All I want for Christmas
is you!" But it's true. I would give up anything just to have one more day with
you. Just to see you smile, so that wherever you are, I'd know you were happy.
It's really scary, because at first, everyone was really supportive. Everyone cared.
But now, people are starting to forget. They're all moving on, John. And I'm
not. I'm stuck, while they're all gliding forward. I don't want to move on. Not
yet. I want to keep you with me for as long as I can. Maybe I'm just crazy. But
I guess that's okay too. I miss you John. More than you'll ever know. 
R.I.P.