Suicide...My story.
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Please take time to read my story, it's worth it, I promise.
I'm a 15 year old sophomore, barely able to breathe anymore.
I get dizzy, my head hurts, I can't focus. My mind is completely
foggy. I'm numb, but e v e r y t h i n g hurts. I think about
everything, but I think about nothing at the same time. I can
barely stand. My heart gets a little heavier each day. I blame
myself for what happened. I let my 20 year old, older sister
slip through my fingers. I should've known. I should've known that
she was hurting. She meant EVERYTHING to me, she was the
only person that I loved more than life itself. She was my
bestfriend, my big sister, my 2nd mom. I told her anything and
everything that was on my mind. There isn't one thing in this world
that I didn't tell her. She protected me when I was younger from my
dad. He used to verbally and emotionally abuse us. So she would
take me into her room and hug me while I cried. She would leave
to go get us snacks when we got hungry. She would color with me,
watch TV with me, anything just to keep me busy. She would let me
sleep with her when I was scared. Paige was my world...and I lost
her because of a metal gun at her own hand. She was addicted to
drugs. She went through her trust fund, which consisted of 14,000
dollars in a month. From July - August 8th. She spent 1,000 dollars
a day on Opanas. Paige had problems but I loved her regardless
so please don't judge. I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday,
to see if I can get some anti-depressants. If I had the nerve, I would
have killed myself a LONG time ago. Please, favorite this for Paige.
Favorite this for me. Favorite this for all the kids who have ever
thought of suicide. I want them to see that family c a r e s. I'd
do anything to save someone's life, please.
Paige Marie Edwards - 1/15/91 - 8/8/11

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1313 faves · 49 comments · Nov 29, 2011 4:19pm

ilovehockeybaby · 1 decade ago
thank you all so much for all of your love and support. i want everyone to know paige's story...it isn't worth it to kill yourself. i could actually cry right now because of all the favorites and comments i got. i just thought i'd let you know that this means the world to me AND paige. please visit the website i made for her...leave a comment. if you keep going to the far right, there should be a tab that says comments. thank you all so much, again. http://www.wix.com/graceemorgan87/paigemarie
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surferchicknpg · 1 decade ago
Oh my godd. This is so sadd. I am soo sorrryy ! If you want to talk post on my wall. <3
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Acuties1998 · 1 decade ago
that is so sad (i am so sorry) this made me want to cry. :'( (if u need to talk I'm always here)
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jubababy · 1 decade ago
im sooo sorry i almost started crying :'( if you need anythign just let me know
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jessica7 · 1 decade ago
honeyy im so sorryy :'( comment on my profile if u ever want to talk
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Gymnasticsrox13 · 1 decade ago
I'm sooo sorry! Stay strong! Don't lose hope!
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thompsonalexis15 · 1 decade ago
As I can tell, your sister was a very strong woman. Maybe she was just tired of hurting. It had to of taken a lot of courage to do what she had done. I am so sorry you have to go through this though. Things will get better. Keep your head up. Your sister is in a better place now. You will be with her again one day. I am here if you ever wanna talk. :)
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fallin4you34 · 1 decade ago
im so sorry, i know what its like in amny ways, my sister and i are very close and she also has attempted suicide before. theres more but id rather not say it here, if you ever wanna talk im here :] (p.s. ur sister and i have the same brthday) <3
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ILoveStarWars · 1 decade ago
I can relate to this so much.
My sister is exactly like urs.
I went through the same stuff.
I'm so sorry.
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dancerxo921 · 1 decade ago
Sorrrryy;/

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13MusicSpazXx · 1 decade ago
i am so sorry, i have no idea what i would do if i was in your situation. please let any of us know if we can do even the smallest thing. stay strong<3
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WillForeverTry143 · 1 decade ago
im like about to cry right now...this made me think about my little sister...and how she would react to me if i really did follow threw with my plans....im really sorry about your loss:(
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Singing_is_survival · 1 decade ago
im sorry for your lose :/

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asiancutie11 · 1 decade ago
babe made me cry :'(
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littlemissmee · 1 decade ago
iv attempted it, it left me four days in hospital on a drip, because my cousin died, he was addicted to drugs too. but im telling you, he meant everything to me, and he still does. but once you do it you realise when its too late, you have too much to lose, trust me, it really isnt worth it, been there, come back, got the t shirt. take the advice from someone whos already done&been through it all, trust me.
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sophie_ffion · 1 decade ago
omg, i am so sorry for your lost, but you keep strong for her!, if you need to talk to anyone i am here< 3xxx
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Bestangel01 · 1 decade ago
Ive thought of suicide but like you said i dont have the nerve my life is t ;[
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cutecotton · 1 decade ago
Im so sorry R.I.P

She died on my birthday :[
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xJewelzyStarCatcher · 1 decade ago
Awhh.. :c I'm So Sorry.., Im Here If Yhu Ever Want To Talk. ♥
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xxxcrazybaby21xxx · 1 decade ago
im really sorry.... if u need someone to talk to im here.
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