I think the problem is
that I'm stuck waiting for
him to do something, to make a move, to say the perfect
thing. And the problem is that I shouldn't be that girl, the
one who sits and waits for him. I should be independent.
I should think clearly and consistently without having my mind
jump straight back to him. Yeah, falling for someone like that is
the hardest thing to do. And the stupidest thing is that
the thing standing in my way is fear of losing him, the fear of
rejection, the fear that I might lose a friend that means
everything to me. I want to be everything to him, but
I'm not. I'm not the kind of girl he needs,
and
I'll never be that girl.
