sometimes i wonder if all that goes up really comes down. i wonder why the sun doesnt shine anymore. i wonder why it hurts when i smile and my tears leave bruises on my skin and why everything i do i seem to loose, i wonder if im the only one who feels like this.. i wonder if everyone will just keep saying it will be okay and ill just keep holding on, hoping it will. do wishes ever come true? are dreams real? or is reality just all one big dream.. does themusic keep playing? does my heart keep beating? i wonder ifwords just keep going and the pen keeps writing and the paper never runs out..i wonder should i keep it all to myself and smile til it hurts ? yeah i wish things could make sense for once


baby xox