mynameis____

and I'm sick of everybody taking 
advantage of me. I'm here for everyone
but no one is here for me in return. I
don't mind being someones shoulder
to cry on, but whenever I need someone's
shoulder, it never happens. No  one is ever
there for me. I don't have a boyfriend to go
to because every human being thinks I'm
ugly. Even my parents. They always call me fat
and how I'm gonna regret being so fat. Do they
honestly think it's my choice!? I'm just getting
to the point where I hate my life and I never
smile unless it's  a fake one.